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Wednesday, November 21, 2007
goodmorning earthlings! what a beautiful windy wednesday morning huh? can you feel the wind coming through your window? oooooohhhhh~~ [ i dont know how wind sounds like =.= ] pssst, have you figured out yet? im bored. again, like every other mornings, i woke up early. why must these people torture me?! huh?! cant they let me sleep peacefully? must they wake me up so early on a holiday? i slept at 3am yesterday, for a reason, i wana wake up late the next morning, you asses! oh well. boyf called me at 5.18am. yes, that early. he has to go ncc. some shooting competition and he needs to borrow my specs so he could see better. what only right? hah. talked on the phone for awhile, then he bathed. i only got to sleep again for like.. 20 mins, and then he called back. he's on the way to my house. waaahhh. i swear my eyes was half open/half close. but boyf's sake. see what people do for love?! i couldnt come down to meet him. duh, i havent bathe yet. who would bathe at 5 in the morning?! even if its for boyf's sake. eeekkk. cold okay! so i just threw down my specs which is in the specs box which is in a bag. safety comes first. hah! so, i thought i could sleep again. but nah, he called back. talked, all the way till he reached zameerul's house. note: its not near. he was complaining that the rest havent came yet. so he asked me to put down the phone cos he wana call them. so i did. i finally got to sleep. well, that was what i thought. but nope. he called back. torturing right? i know. but whatever. i miss him so much that i dont mind at all. hur. im so nice. talked, only for awhile, then he gotta go. i was kinda relieved cos i finally get to rest my eyes. but after he put downs the phone, i miss him i miss him i miss him! poo! he cant msg until 6.30pm. i guess i just have to wait huh? stupid competition! hmph. but im so looking forward for tomorrow! i can meet him! yeaaaaayyyy! like finally!! the last time i meet him was on 14 nov. sad huh?! only because i lead a terrible terrible life. hah. =.=! my parents dont give me much freedom, you know? i cant go out often. once they say no, means no. i cant beg. i can cry, but they wont say yes in the end. it would still be a no. i will need a reason to go out. i cant possibly say.. "i wana meet my boyf. i miss him." oh hell no. the more they dont allow me to. haha. im kinda used to it actually. and i thank boyf for understanding my situation. no matter how many times he says he wana meet me, and knows i cant, he would just say.."i know. i understand." something like that. hur! but atleast i know HE doesnt go out too. he can go out, he can even not go home. but because his laziness take control of him, he rather stay at home. haha. cute la. whee~ oh oh. i suddenly feel like putting this picture up. he looks awesome in ncc uniform! just like i saw him this morning (: i know, i know. why is it always his picture? because i miss him, duh?  not so clear though. hah!  i found this pic in my comp. hah. :D anyway. im getting pretty weird weird dreams these days. it scares me too, sometimes. not because its scary, but you know.. about 2 days ago, i dreamt about my ex-crush, the one i used to go crazy for, for 6 years. well, since primary 2. hahahaha. i know im still young. but still! he was the hottest in class okay! he's a chinese dude though. i have a thing for chinese guys. the hot ones duh. especially him. i dont even know why i suddenly dreamt about him. and no, its nothing special. i dreamt he transferred to prcs. i got excited and *poof*, i woke up. damn it. and yesterday, i dreamt about mr razak. yes, the discipline master. LOL. its super freaky because the place, was in prps. my primary school. its so.. weird? and just now, when i fell asleep for awhile, i dreamt about boyf, who just got back from NS. hahahaha. its so funny can? good thing he wasnt bald. phew. how weird can dreams get man? oh well. atleast i dreamt about 3 hot guys. hahahaha. okay whatever. i finally got things to blog right? cant you just keep reading?! :D okay toodles. i gotta wait for boyf's return from NCC OKAY! NOT NS! hur! COUNTDOWN : 8 MORE DAYS! |
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