nothing like this ♥

i knew it all along that you had a blog. i do read it. i just didnt tagged. well, its because i dont wana say the wrong things and start a chaos again. once is enough to destroy everything we once had. i ended it because i knew it was the best decision. and its for the better. for both, me and you. ive been going around asking for advices because by reading your blog, i know you havent got over it yet. i cant ask you to simply forget everything. i know its hard for you. it was hard for me too. really. i know you miss the times we had. the bad and the good. and you can call me a coward. i understand your situation. i was selfish about making the decision without thinking how you're gona feel. i admit i was wrong. and im very very sorry. i hope you're gona be fine. you got many other friends too right? im sure they are way better than i was. im sorry, girl. i really am. if this post doesnt make any difference in your life, then again, im sorry. as you know, im really bad at making things better. hur.
you will always be a part of my wonderfullest memory (;

i need a time alone to finish up all my assignments. i think im way behind time to complete everything. im going overseas soon. i dont think im gona bring all the assignments with me. that is so disgusting. i cant meet up with my friends to complete it. because it will never ever ever be completed. especially with boyf. brr. i can never study with him around. he'll either laugh at me or just stare at me while i think of the answers. unless i ask him to promise and teach. boo. but i cant even do everything alone! i dont wana die young! holiday assignments are so creepy. they kill joy. eeee.

anyway. im missing boyf badly. i cant find a way to contact him. i havent been talking to him lately. our prepaids are currently dead and i cant simply call his house. his mum would kill me. he cant use his house phone to call me either. his mum would kill him. he cant go online. his comp crashed and thats bad news. i cant chat with him. i cant even go out to meet him. my parents wont allow me to go out. terrible man. there is totally no way for us to communicate. help? i need my sweet pea now! 1 year anni is coming soon, in like 2 days time. oh, tragic news. he cant celebrate our anni together on that day. he gota attend someone's wedding. what only la boyf. your own wedding, you dont wana attend. poo! so, maybe, im meeting him tomorrow. just maybe. provided i can contact him. baaah. i lead sucha pathetic life.

oh. abdul hakim, dearest, i miss you so much la!

COUNTDOWN: 2 MORE DAYS!!

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