nothing like this ♥

i still dont dare. i still dont have the guts to talk to mum about this. there's always a chance for us to talk. like when we're watching tv, and its just the 2 of us. everytime i feel like telling her, my heart beats super fast and im super scared, that i changed my mind. i'll be like.. i dont think its the right time yet. maybe not yet. unless she starts the conversation first. i dont know what to say to her. i have never had this kind of serious talks with her before. only with dad. but we smsed. and mum didnt know about it. even my sis agrees that its so hard to talk to mum. she'll just burst into flames, i tell ya. i think she can be the female version of hulk. hur! i know she wants the best for me too. and she's afraid it'll affect my studies or do those kinds of things with him. i know i am still young to think about all this. but its been bugging me eversince she said she wana check my friendster. yeah, she wanted. precisely why my friendster doesnt have boyf's pictures anymore. it feels so empty now la?

she havent check my friendster yet though. she wouldnt have known i took pictures with a guy, if it wasnt for my cousins and aunties who checks my friendster =.=! now my whole family knows i have a boyfriend. but mum havent had a talk about it yet. maybe as soon as my aunt reminds her. oh well. im prepared to ask boyf to meet my parents. they know him. only as hakim, my bestfriend. mum suspected long ago that something was going on between us cos i keep having study sessions with him. but i keep denying. anyway, boyf doesnt look like those mats or something. he looks goddamn innocent can? haha. and he's nice. i got nothing to be afraid of whether mum likes him or not. but im just afraid that mum thinks that maybe we cant have this relationship just yet. you know what i mean? hhm.

thanks for all the advices, dearests. i appreciate it loads. i'll try to find a time to talk to her. maybe not so soon. but as long as she brings up this topic again, im gona tell. hopefully everything goes smoothly. and boyf, thanks for comforting me about this matter. we'll stay strong aye? i love you. (:

by the way..
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 15TH MY DEAREST ELIZABETH (!!)

you guys know what this means? 1 MORE MONTH TO MY 16th BIRTHDAY!! I CAN START HINTING ALREADY! YIPPPPPPEEEEE!

and oh yeah..
HAPPY 1 MONTH QAYYUM AND NADIA (!!)
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