nothing like this ♥

yes. i have a boyfriend, mum. only because he makes me the happiest girl alive. we've been together for already a year. he knows me better than anyone else. i just want you to understand how it feels like to be in this situation. i cant possibly tell you the truth.. "mum, i have a boyfriend. and i love him." i bet you'll kill me on the spot. i cant breathe in this house. i need a life. im growing up okay? yes, im only 15 going on 16. but so? why cant you be like other mums? those who can sit down, and have a 'girl-talk' with their daughters. i wana do that with you, mum. but i just cant. you'll scream your heart out. i cant talk to dad. he's a guy. its different. i want you to know, im very very very lucky to know him. its even better that im given the opportunity to love him. he's the only reason there's still such thing as love in my dictionary. its so tempting to just tell you the truth. ive been wanting to do that long time ago. but i didnt have the guts to do it. im not ready to face the consequences yet.

mum, he means the world to me. he's the wonderfullest thing that ever happened to me. if only you know what we've been through. ask my friends, they know how much he means to me, how happy i am when im with him, how much ive changed when i got him. he's everything, mum. do you know, he takes very good care of me? and wants only the best for me?

he scolds me if i wear white shirt. cos its see through.
he scolds me if i wear tight clothings. cos people can see my body figure.
he scolds me if i wear v-neck shirts. cos its easy to see.. you know.
he scolds me if i laugh loudly when im outside. cos girls are supposed to be quiet.

he teaches me maths. i understood what he teaches me. its just that i lost interest in maths, so i dont bother to really do well. thats the reason why ive been failing maths. but he did his part in making sure i understood the topic. he taught me physics too. he makes sure i know how to do the question before moving on to the next one. guess what? i improved my physics for the end of year exams. thanks to him. the best thing is, he always, always ask me to do my prayers. i love him for that. so mummy dearest, i just want you to know that i love him. and thats what matters most, right? can you understand now why he means everything to me? i love him.

the bottom line is..
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND, SO DEAL WITH IT.

FALY.
go figure. =)

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