nothing like this ♥

chapter 5 : STABBED IN THE BACK.

being stabbed in the back happens to everyone at some point
of our life. maybe a friend does something really insensitive or
your boyfriend or girlfriend royally dumps you. maybe some adult
that you trusted did something that left you feeling like you
didnt know what just hit you. being stabbed in the back by someone
doesnt have to be the end of the world, but it will force you to think
about life and your relationships differently.

YOU TO BLAME ;

what does, "im not ready for a relationship" mean?
it plays like the record in a broken dream.
it was more like a nightmare to hear you say,
"im not feeling for you the same way."
i feel my heart crumble as there is emptiness inside,
theres nowhere to go, no place to hide.
i miss you more every day.
why cant you understand the words i say?
i feel alone, and sadness too.
all i wanted was to be with you.
now im left with all this pain,
and i only have you to blame.

consider this..
being dumped doesnt have to be looked at like
a bad rejection. if we were perfect for everyone,
the dating scene would be pretty difficult to navigate.
instead, think of being dumped as an opportunity
to find someone you're really compatible with!

chapter 8 : FINDING YOUR VOICE.

so, i think we can all agree by now that life can be tough.
life can be challenging. but does that mean we have to
just put up with it and accept difficulties when they come along?
no way.

some people are natural born leaders, and people
tend to follow their example. while others are more
comfortable following the lead of others.
which type are you?

have you ever stood up for yourself even though
you were afraid of the outcome?

I JUST WANT TO BE ME ;

you think that they'll always be there,
through it all.
but you cant always rely on them
to catch you when you fall.

sometimes you find yourself
lost in the crowd.
doing all that you can
to make them proud.

you follow each step
that everyone takes-
you're living your life for them,
but as a fake.

they lie to you,
you lie to them.
when will you realize,
you can do whatever you want to do?

when you finally stand up,
you find yourself pushed back down.
and you're left all alone,
with nothing but a frown.

nobody cares
about what you have to say,
in this life,
it only goes their way.

nobody cares,
what you want to do.
for they rule everyone,
including you.

nobody knows what its like,
to sit at home and be alone tonight.
and nobody knows what its like,
to never have anything ever go right.

but young girl, stop your crying,
stop all your tears.
no one can help you,
you just have to get over your fears.

stand up to those,
who put pressure on you.
let them know what it is that you want to do.

let them know you're sick of always
following them around,
that you dont want to be,
just another background sound.

you'll feel much better,
after conquering your fear.
but you'll still be looking,
for someone to be near.

someone will come,
they eventually do.
cause after you stood up,
they'll be looking up to you.

just take a lesson from this.
never let anyone tell you how to live your life,
or who you should be.
just smile and say back to them,
"i just want to be me."

a lesson learnt ;
the good news about tackling challenges is that you
end up stronger and smarter once you reach the other side.

thats pretty much it for the book.
well duh, i skipped some of the chapters.
as a good librarian, i promote this book.
"chicken soup for the teenage soul- the real deal challenges,
stories about disses, losses, messes, stresses & more."

it helps. trust me. =)

FALY.
go figure. =)

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