nothing like this ♥

hahahaha, thanks for the comments about my ezlink, people.
much appreciated. even if your comments are bad. hahaha.
its still cute to me, no matter what you guys say. xD

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anyway, here's some photos from last week's PE lesson.
as you can see, we didnt do anything much. the whole class
was playing captain's ball or soccer, but some of us just
felt like sitting at some random corner and watch them play.
and that means, Valerie and me. =)

well, i joined in at first. i scored one goal for my team then
i left the game. i have done my part as a team member. haha.
since i was bored, i joined in again, but nobody wana pass me
the ball, so i left again. i feel pathetic. hahaha.

then, i sat with Valerie and Rachel. talk talk laugh laugh.
then i forgot what happened. hur hur hur.
just enjoy the photos okay! =D

oh. after PE, i was chilling with my Wonders at the canteen,
when my cousin text me asking where is the nearest computer
shop. so i told her there's Challenger at Whitesands at Tampines.
but then she said she wana go Lan shop, not Challenger. hahah.
she ask me to accompany her to Elias Mall since she have no
idea where is that. duh, Woodlandsian. haha.

got home, bathed, changed, met Val outside school. waited for
my cousin and Val waited for her mum at interchange. then we
head to Elias Mall. my cousin wanted to do her project. at Lan.
yes, project at Lan. its such a bad combo. i have never been to any
Lan shop before and i dont wish to go there again. its so bloody
noisy with all the gun shooting and the swearings from gamers.
urgh. i.hate.gamers. sorry boyf. =)

after her project, we went to Whitesands for lunch/dinner.
since both of us werent hungry, we shared a meal and talked alot.
well, she did most of the talking. i was tired after PE. =D
we bitched about some things that i cant tell it here. she told me
not to. its so personal to her. though its nothing to me.. =)

then we walked around to help her get a new shoe for her school.
business woman eh? hahaha. she wanted to get a black shoe.
i chose her this pretty heels. but she said it wasnt appropriate for
school. so she didnt get any shoes. tsk! she told me to accompany
her back to Tampines but i didnt. firstly, its Tampines.
secondly, its Tampines. =)

we went our seperate ways and i took the bus and met boyf. =D
he was at the takraw court with the rest of the Sisilaq. i wanted
to watch him play, but unfortunately, he wasnt playing that night.
he was in hoodies and long pants and slippers. =_="

he sent me home around 8.45pm. and i went to sleep after that.
woohoo! i got good memory! =D

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Sis heard my little outing with cousin the previous day, she was
jealous, i guess. haha. she asked both of us out the next day. she
wanted to treat my cousin for her school shoes. for some reasons
which i totally understand. but no matter what, you still owe me
shoes Sista! i remember! i'll continue to remind you. =)

anyway, actual plan was to meet Valerie and Razzan at Tampines
at 5pm. but i fell asleep and Val was already there. so i decided
not to meet her. i didnt wana go all the way to Tampines alone.
so i was dressed up already, waiting for someone to ask me out.
boyf couldnt make it because he was playing table tennis with
The Clan, in school. yes, wtf. then Razzan text me, saying he was
already on the way and reaching in 10mins. so i quickly went out
of the house, no choice, but to go Tampines, alone. how depressing.
i swear i felt so lost..

and i got lost at Tampines. hahaha. Razzan and Rebecca was
waiting for me at Mrt interchange and i have no idea where that was.
bloody hell. see why i am so dependent on others?! =(

we headed to Tampines 1 and TM after that. Razzan wanted to get
bermudas and i was finding a perfect lanyard. Rebecca was just
following us around. hahaha. we met up with Val and her mum.
but i had to leave about 6.30pm since my cousin was already there.
we met up with my sister, then went shoe-hunting. we went to
Tampines 1, then to TM, then to CS, then back to TM, then back
to Tampines 1 for her shoes. God. sis treated her. she liked it alot.
like really, alot.

oh. Val gave me a flower. such a pretty pretty flower.
but sad to say, i lost it. =(
someone stole my stolen flower! stupid people. =(

yes, it was stolen. Tampines 1 has loads of flowers outside every
shop, Val took pretty pink and yellow roses and she took for me
a pretty red sunflower. its the one i wanted in school! the one
boyf didnt manage to get for me! hahaha. thanks Val. =D

i was talking on the phone with boyf and i realised the flower,
which i put in my bad, was missing. it either dropped or stolen.
but i reckon it was stolen. stupid people. =(

anyway, went to my aunt's house after all the walking. but guess
what. i thought it was the end of our walking but there was more.
my cousin said her house was near and it was just a 10mins walk.
it wasnt near and it wasnt a 10mins walk! it was far and it took
a longer time! she said she was used to it. eeeeeeeeee.

and since my aunt's house is an old building, there wasnt any lift.
NO LIFT! and she had to live at the highest floor! NO BLOODY
FREAKING LIFT! i was already dead by the time i reached
her door step. how do they endure this every single day?!

anyway, i had fun there. chatted with my other aunt, my cousin's
mummy. and my cousin's sister, who is also my cousin, had to ask
me about her maths homework. and i had to teach.. =(

left her house around 10pm and only reach home about 11pm.
because we couldnt get a taxi. i hate taxi drivers. attitude problem.

me: *open the door* do you accept nets?
taxi driver: go where?
sis: do you accept nets? pasir ris.
taxi driver: *drives away*

yup, with the door wide open. sis then slammed the door. but to
think about it again, should have left the door opened. damn it.
he would have crash into a tree. =D

we took the bus instead. *sigh*
the hardship of going out with my sister.. *sigh*

i look so elongated. hahahah.

ITS SO PRETTY! BOYYFFFFF... =(

my cousin. =)
she looks like me here. oohhh.. clone. =D

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Val surprised me this morning with this cute little fluffy
white baby seal we saw at More Than Words last month.
she got it for me and herself. hahaha. thank you so much dear.
i.love.you. =D

it makes a sound! *onk onk*
okay, whatever.

and then, she gave me this photo of us. our shady series! =D
its so pretty! i dont know why it turns out blur in my phone.
tsk. thank you again sweetie! woohoo! appreciate it. =)
i.love.you.alot. =D

oh. and to you,
i hope you realise how i feel right now. the only reason why
i keep feeling this way is because you keep treating me like that.
like Atticus said, "you will never understand a person's point of view,
until you climb into his skin, and walk around in it."

i really really hope you'll open your eyes and understand me.
i want to love you just the way you are. i really do. but its so
difficult because you keep doing the things that hurt me despite me
telling you countless times. you say sorry time and again, but you
keep doing it. whats the use of saying sorry then? just to make me
feel better? fyi, it doesnt. it hurts even more because i know you.
i know you'll do that again eventually. sooner or later i feel like this
again. all over again. it hurts. my heart hurts, my mind hurts, my
eyes hurts. it doesnt seem to affect you one bit.

you'll know how i feel when it happens to you. if you want to do
this to me, trust me, i can do the same thing back to you and see
if you enjoy this. ignoring you does not make me feel good.
it hurts. but if you continue doing this, then you leave me with no
choice. if you dont care about me, then i shall not too.

sadly, im insanely in love with you..

toodlydoo~

FALY.
go figure. =)

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