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Friday, April 3, 2009
here's to Atiqah, Shan Huai and Bobby, you guys must be wondering why on earth i cried during DNT today, all of a sudden. honestly, i dont really know why either. there isnt a specific reason. but im certain its because of my extreme exhaustion. i am mentally and physically tired. my brain hurts and body aches. the last thing i need is a quarrel with my boyf. yeah, we did have a little tinywiny tiff during recess. i was hurt but he said sorry. i only cried after that. i guess i was thinking about it too much. i havent hugged him in weeks. we've been too busy with school that we get tired so easily. he havent sent me home, we havent really spent some quiet time, alone. i need his hugs most now and a quarrel from him is not helping, isnt it? i dont know if all of this sounds bullshit to you guys, but its precisely why i cried. well, i hope there isnt any other reasons. thanks for the stupid jokes and the attempt to make me laugh, Bobby. thanks for sharing all the gossips with me, Shan Huai. i miss talking to you. thanks for simply being there, Atiqah. i love you. =) right. lets get back to my dear bloggy and my daily boring life. my life now revolves around school and studies. its like a routine i cant avoid. once again, i repeat, i am exhausted. fatigue. tired. anyway, i'll try to recall what 'big events' that helped me ease my mind.. 280309 ; family gathering.  it was alright. didnt do anything much besides eating and watching tv. didnt bitched with my babes nor camwhore. but it was still alright. and since it was the Earth Hour day, we all got so excited and switched off all the lights 5mins earlier. my aunt got the candles ready. haha. then we sat around the tv and watched The Fast and The Furious, then watched some hindustan movie which title i cant remember. and we switched back on all the lights 5mins earlier because we were starving. hahah. it was fun. =) 290309 ; study date. it was our 28th month and we went out to study. that sucks big time. we got tests the next day and he, for the first time ever, wanted to concentrate. and i completed my homework with his help. =) Happy 28th Month Cookie! i love you. =D sorry the day had to be a study date. next month is gona be awesome. you can bet on it. =) 020409 ; movie with Sis.   shocked? yeah, i went out with my sister. it was her treat to the movie. dont ask me why she asked me out. i was the last on her list. bitch. haha. met her around 6.40pm at ehub after her work. watched The Unborn. the movie wasnt like how i expected it to be. but it was okay. i guess im not that into demons and all, so i didnt quite like the movie. haha. boyf wanted to accompany me through msges but he had to go only after the 2nd msg. double bitch. haha. =P anyway, thanks for the treat sistaaaa. oh, and the huge hotdog. ^^ Happy 20th Birthday Malyna cousin dearest! dont you just feel old? =D 030409 ;  HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY SISTAAAAAA! bloody bitch. we're supposed to be celebrating at home. we're supposed to have a surprise party. i was supposed to order the cake days before. but you said you were going out. so we had to cancel everything. stupid bitch. and you cant make it for tomorrow's outing. sheesh woman! hmph~ but anyway, i hope you'll be blessed with fats soon. =) done. i miss boyf so much. i need your hugs now. pretty please? *sigh* oh. guess what. bloody hell. cant they give an extra award for me who tried so hard i hope i dont fall asleep. toodlydoo~ |
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