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Monday, June 15, 2009
1. just got back home from malaysia on new year's with my family when i saw pretty fireworks from my bedroom window. to get a better view of it, i went out to the corridor. my whole family and my neighbours were looking at it too. it was really nice. after the whole thing, we turned out the tv and to my horror, there was a terrible terrible firework disaster at some country. the fireworks turned out wrong and it killed almost everyone. mostly babies. it was so horrible and i couldnt stand watching it. i hugged my mummy. 2. had an argument with boyfriend on the way home from school. so he didnt send me home. i walked home alone. but along the way, i saw my guy friends, whose name i shall not mention. told them what boyfriend did, so they decided to walk me home. really sweet. they wanted something in return for their 'sincerity'. i gave them a peck on the cheek and got home safely. none of the above was true. those were my weird dreams. =) there's another one but i forgot how it turned out. it was scary. thank God ive forgotten it. haha. the 1st dream was so bloody damn creepy that i woke up with my heart beating terribly fast. i was breathing heavily and i felt like crying. i fell asleep soon after and had the 2nd dream. it was crappy. =) i have weird dreams lately. but atleast it wasnt a total nightmare and all. probably because i keep sleeping at 3am everynight. just couldnt fall asleep early this holidays. oh well. school today was disappointing. went to school alone since boyfriend had maths class. Zuhaili told me to accompany me everywhere he went. and i was really really jealous of his Chronic Plastic Swatch watch. i wanted it as well, but i wanted the red. his was black. anyway, i got tired of following him that i stayed in the DNT workshop and did my stuffs. was in the middle of buffering my acrylic when Mr Ng called me and said i had to redo everything. its heart breaking, i swear. i know its not like i did everything by myself. but still. i was gona finish everything already and he had to spoil it. bah. i dont know whats next. he said i had poor workmanship. Adrie tried to make me feel better by saying i had poor workmanship because i wasnt a man. haha. too bad, it didnt helped. =) *sigh* i feel like a bitch lately. i dont know why. i just wana insult everyone i see and everyone i hate. i wana throw tantrums at anybody's wrong doings. i wana scream at anybody who talks to me. i wana eat, im hungry. =( random. going to school early tomorrow. hope my artefact is gona be better and probably nicer than it already is. ha. hopefully, i can sleep early today too. toodlydoo~ |
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