been feeling so insecure and paranoid lately. for all sorts of reasons.

there is nothing worst than having those as my flaws. its exhausting.

my brain's messed up.

and last night's dream didnt seem to help. its still bugging me.

why give an insecure person such dreams? you like to see me crumble,

dont you? someday, this insecurities and paranoia would be the

death of me. you'll see.

oh,

please forgive me for forgetting your birthday.

i kept thinking its tomorrow. too many things in my mind.

you know i love you, i'll always will.

sweetdreams world.

toodlydoo~