i wonder how long more do i pretend?




pretend that this never happened..
pretend that everything is gona be the same..
pretend that im strong inside..
pretend that whenever i smile, i aint thinking about it..
pretend that this isnt killing me so slowly..




cant believe this is happening to me.. us.
what went wrong?

sigh.

thanks babyboy, for distracting me from all this shit.
i hope i dont breakdown anymore.
but even if i do, i know i have you. :)

toodlydoo~