faly

2011-01-17T09:56:00.000-08:00

HI BLOG.

YOU ARE DEAD!

HAHAHAHAHA.

OKAY BYE.

2010-12-06T21:32:00.000-08:00

Yeah, thats right.

2010-11-29T23:58:00.000-08:00

i mean it baby.

get this in your head.

you're the only one that matters.

always will.

2010-11-21T06:30:00.000-08:00

And you always will.

Thank you baby.

For everything.

I LOVE YOU.

2010-11-16T00:15:00.000-08:00

Because its you and me against the world.

Remember?

Happy 4th Month, babyboy.

I love you.

And i dont need a reason to.

2010-11-06T20:10:00.000-07:00

Today, i gathered all my courage,

To throw all your things away.

It reminded me of you.

And i hate that.

So starting today,

You're gone.

Forever.

2010-10-28T23:22:00.000-07:00

Jufri Husne,

be mine.... forever.

2010-10-24T23:55:00.000-07:00

enough said.

2010-10-22T10:30:00.000-07:00

no photos today. too lazy to upload any. xD

not gona talk about the awesome day out with my Wonders.

will talk about it when i uploaded all the photos okay? :D

just saw the new timetable for next semester.

it somehow sucks. its no longer 9am to 6pm everyday.

thank god. but i hate how school starts late. its annoying.

and to be honest, i kinda regret choosing French for my CDS.

its gona be tough. with my not-so stable studies, i doubt i will be

able to cope. sigh. lets just hope for the best.

oh, and first day of school? 6pm to 7pm. best. (Y)

done for now.

toodlydoo~

2010-10-16T23:45:00.000-07:00

went to the Zoo with my bee yesterday. :)
i had supersomuch fun.
although the weather killed us, i still had fun.

i shall skip the details. too much to tell. xD
next trip, Night Safari please! hahaha.

happy 3rd month babyboy. :)

yesterday definitely made-up for our time loss during our 2nd month. :(

sorry for the delay. blame exams okay! hehehe.

but im glad we celebrated it yesterday. :)

i really had fun. im so sorry the awesome day had to end early.

this time, blame my fever. :(

anyway,

3 months eh? how time flies..

honestly, this may sound so cheesy, but im glad i have you.

im really truly am lucky. no guys ive met can ever match up to you.

you're special and.. different. good different. :)

im so looking forward for the many more months and even years to go.

because every day, every minute, every second spent with you makes

me smile. you never ever fail to make me smile. and annoyed too

sometimes. hahaha. but that doesnt mean i want you to stop loving

me! your love for me is.. undescribable.

nobody ever showers me with love, hugs and kisses.

you're never afraid of showing your love. even infront of your friends.

and for that, i love you so much more. :)

i feel like im rambling too much, hahaha.

and this may all probably dont make sense.

but i just want you to know that i love you soooooo much.

and if i could, i'll be by your side all the time.

happy 3rd month baby.

and counting. :)

more photos on FB!

im done for now.

toodlydoo~

2010-10-12T08:13:00.000-07:00

you broke it.

the trust i had for you.

we had for you.

you disappoint me.

i can never look at you the same way again.

you hurt all of us.

i never imagined this day would come..

the day that i hate you.

oh, i passed my supp papers.

thank god i dont have to repeat any modules.

okay bye.

i love my boyfriend.

toodlydoo~

2010-10-08T23:54:00.000-07:00

i wonder how long more do i pretend?

pretend that this never happened..
pretend that everything is gona be the same..
pretend that im strong inside..
pretend that whenever i smile, i aint thinking about it..
pretend that this isnt killing me so slowly..

cant believe this is happening to me.. us.
what went wrong?

sigh.

thanks babyboy, for distracting me from all this shit.
i hope i dont breakdown anymore.
but even if i do, i know i have you. :)

toodlydoo~

2010-10-04T23:16:00.000-07:00

tomorrow's the last day for supp paper.

and its THE organic chemistry.

hated that module since the first day.

and im still hating it.

have you ever felt like you've done studying?

like you think you know everything?

but somehow, deep inside you.. you know you dont?

i have.

and the feeling sucks.

after tomorrow, im free.

i'll party.

before i get my results. :)

hope everything goes well.

wish me luck.

toodlydoo~

2010-09-30T23:53:00.000-07:00

maths supp paper tomorrow. am i ready?
i'll answer, never.

i wish someone could convice me that everything's gona be alright.
that i cannot panic, that i wont panic, that i wont blank out.

sometimes, i see no point in trying so hard.
because in the end, im gona fail anyway.

i sound pathetic.
but im freaking out.

sigh.
whatever.

toodlydoo~

2010-09-26T22:15:00.000-07:00

thats Alisha. bf's niece.

isnt she adorable? :)

i want to be a kid again..

when the hardest decision was choosing a crayon.

toodlydoo~

2010-09-24T23:48:00.000-07:00

recieved my results today.
right now, i dont wana talk about it.

screw school, screw studies.
screw everyone in the world.

i want to fly and be free.
or maybe something simpler, cuddle myself to sleep.

and to you,
learn to appreciate what you have.
before its fucking too late.

toodlydoo~

2010-09-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

guess who's back from Genting and bought me the most adorable panda? :D

did you guess my favourite boy, Jufri Husne?! :D

hahaha.

im so glad he's back. been dying for the past 3 days.

but im alive again! xD

got to "surprise" him at woodlands. :)

well, "surprise" because he figured it out. somehow.

i wish he wasnt so smart sometimes. hahaha.

met Shulin first. (Weiliang's girlfriend. Weiliang is bf's friend.)

walked around, talked, walked around, talked. it wasnt

really that awkward. she was nice and funny. i like. :)

spent nearly 2 hours with her till the boys came back.

when they finally called, we rushed to where they were. :D

thanks to Weiliang who told us. he seriously didnt know Shulin

was coming. hahahaha. so funny. :D

bf looked surprised. sort of. hahahaha. that smartass.

seperated with the rest, then went off to dinner. :)

just the two of us. why?

Happy 2nd Month my sweet love.

time spent was short but i loved every minute of it.

im so so happy he's back. :)

i hope he liked the scrapbook i made.

not that sweet but still.. xD

okay thats all for now. bf is coming soon!

toodlydoo~

2010-09-15T03:11:00.000-07:00

oh gosh. i havent been updating.
sorry! here are a few updates. :)

im sure by now all of you know its Hari Raya.
so here are some photos from the first day, maternal side.

this year's colour combination: pink and turquoise.
love the colours! :D

family with my beloved grandparents. :)
yes, bro is taller than me. pfft.

see, i told you.

aunt and cousin.

aunt and sis.

bro and cousin.

both of them are taller than me.. sigh. :(

there are so many wrong things with this photo.
he looks like my naked husband. and we're on the bed. HAHAHAHA.

he was playing with my hair. look at his arms! O_O

me! xD

mummy and daddy looked pretty in pink! :D

she's like a head taller than me! omgeeeee.

okay thats all for now. :)

more to come!

right now, im rotting at home.

waiting for bf to come back. :(

so.. im gona cut myself till he comes home.

hahahaha im kidding. :D

toodlydoo~

2010-09-06T23:59:00.000-07:00

i want to be free...

from the world.

and everyone in it.

2010-09-02T11:53:00.000-07:00

31st August.
teacher's day celebration at PRCS. :)

i miss secondary school times alot. so much memories for that past 5 years.
so glad i got to meet up with some of my classmates. major catching up
session. okay not really, mostly camwhoring. hahaha. :D

saw Mr Choo, aka Daddy Choo. :)
Mrs Ang. the reason i love chemistry to bits and pieces. :)
Ms Junainah. the best history teacher evaaaaa. :)
Mr Ridhwan. the reason i got a distinction for malay. :)
Ms Chua. who said i looked pretty. HAHAHA. :D
Mr Shafie. who said i could have gotten a distinction for english. grr. -_-

ehh.. who else? hahaha.
okay anyway, photos below. more on FB!

i miss you 5/2.
always have been the awesomest crowd ive known. :)

anddddddd, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JOLENE GF! I LOVE YOU!

Ms Junainah! history students ftw! xD

did my puppy-dog face work on ya? ;D

chucky. hahahahaha.

Brenda. disturbing her never gets old. heheheh.

seriously Atiqah, when will we have a nice photo together?

my dear Razzan got skinnier. :(

Addy broooooo! :D

after all the catching up and meet ups, went to Woodlands Waterfront Park

with my babygirl. but how stupid, it was a burning hot day. so we were

drenched in sweat when we got there. hahahaha.

LOOK! SHE'S TRYING TO ACT SEXY! HAHAHA!

met bf after that. :)

break fast with bf and bff. what could be better? :D

5/2, next meet up, children's day! hahahaha. :D
i miss you guys sooooo much! cant wait for chalet! woo!

okay im done.
gotta get ready to meet bf to study. again.

toodlydoo~

2010-08-26T23:12:00.000-07:00

intense study week.
i hate exams.

and you too flu.
fuck you.

p/s: MY BESTFRIEND IS BACK BITCHASS! xD

toodlydoo~

2010-08-23T21:33:00.000-07:00

SICK.
so lazy to update.

toodlydoo~

2010-08-19T22:55:00.000-07:00

i wana be there for you through it all.
even through your rough moments.

i wana be there to hug you when you cry.
even if you'll cry all night.

i wana be there to make you smile.
even if it'll take forever.

i wana be there to hear all your complaints.
even if i heard it before.

i wana be there to answer your calls.
even if its at 3am in the morning.

i wana be there to tell you "everything's gona be alright."
even if you dont believe me.

i wana be there baby.
will you let me?

because i love you.
enough said.

toodlydoo~

2010-08-16T22:41:00.000-07:00

remember when we first met? during the Freshman Orientation Camp. :)
yeah, i had a tinywiny crush on you. you were my eyecandy.
we didnt talk much. and no, i didnt stalk you. stop flattering yourself.

then i thought we'll never even meet again. but guess what?
you were in the same class as my bestfriend. :)
fate or what! HAHA. xD

then we started hanging out at the library. at the cable tv right? :D
i saw you everyday. but found out you liked someone else. i didnt
thought you'll ever like me back anyway. so i didnt even try.
but hey, who knew, you did like me. :)

hahaha. omg i feel so cheesy. *blush*

oh, remember what we've gone through even before we got
together? the pain? oh god.. the pain. shall not elaborate on that. :)
but we've gone through enough eh? time to build awesome memories.

i loved today. i really enjoyed myself.

embarassing ourselves playing pool, laughing our ass off at each other,
taking the bus to Pasir Ris Park and thought the bicycle shop was closed
on mondays, then realised its not the shop, being so happy and relieved
because we had hope (hahaha) then finally cycled all through the park,
downtown, everywhere, settled down at the breakwaters but had
to rushed because there was a dog (no it wasnt cute!), went up the
hill and went down the hill while enjoying the breeze, then walk home.

omg i really had fun baby. 5 hours of pure awesomeness. :)

Happy One Month Babyboy.
this is gona last forever. i just know it.

i love you so much.♥
lets create our own love story. :)♥

(sorry i had to rush, damn lappy lag, test my patience)

toodlydoo~

2010-08-12T23:37:00.000-07:00

hey loves.

thanks for everything.
i dont know what i'll do without you both.
i know im stubborn and stupid sometimes. but please stay by me.
through it all.

i love you my babygirl. and you too, babyboy. always and forever. ♥

toodlydoo~

2010-08-10T23:57:00.000-07:00

hello world. :)

i feel so happy tonight. you wana know why?
because i realised whatever shit we go through or may go through later on,
nothing is gona tear us apart. see the ring on our fingers?
its our sign of hope, faith and trust.

im not gona explain what each means to us because its gona be looooong.
haha. just remember, nothing is gona tear us apart okay?
nothing and nobody. :)

i love you, Jufri Husne.
and i dont need a reason to.

you're amazing, just the way you are. :)
(yes, i quote that from a song. hahahahaha.)

but i mean every word i say. xD

can the rest of the world take this down for me please?
nothing AND nobody is gona tear us apart.
because i believe this pretty boy of mine will be my last.

oohh.. i feel so cheesy. hehehe.
i know you're reading this baby.
now you know im not naturally sweet. :P

okay im done for now.
go to sleep, love.
we'll meet in lala land. again. :)

toodlydoo~

2010-08-10T10:20:00.000-07:00

HELLO BABY , IM HERE IN UR BLOG ^^, \/ Love my red hair ?

IM IN MY BABY BLOG AND IM GONA BLOG . OMG SO EXCITED . WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT . IDK WHAT TO BLOG IMA JUST PUT PHOTOS IN. I LOVE YOU BABYY :D Love the New Tees :D

Let Our love story Begin :) ♥

First time blogging btw ~ :)

2010-08-08T17:28:00.000-07:00

hello world. :)

i just remembered to blog about something. musical. :)
i went to a musical at NAFA with my class and bf on last thursday.
the musical was alright.
the ending was.. well.. awkward.

nothing much to say. im suddenly loss for words. hhhmm..
nevermind, photos below.

warning: there's too much of me and Alissa. :)

at ITAS.
we had 2 hours to revise on CSAS Exam. but we camwhored instead. xD

in class.

we had 1 hour to pay attention to PIPC tutorial. but we camwhored instead. xD

our last lesson with Mr Teong. :(
and we didnt pay attention to him! guilty ttm!

hahaha. this is my awesome class! D6! whee~

school's out! time to partaaaaay~
this is Joresar. :)

at bustop. hahahaha.

Alissa's my camwhoring bitch! :D

Yinsuan act cute onlyyyyy. :D

oh, we stopped by Tamp 1 sunroof for our beloved Xuan Cheng's birthday. :)

the guy in black. middle. :)

half of my class came to surprise him. :)

yes, it was a success. :)

Happy 17th Birthday Xuan Cheng!

okay thats all. there's more. on FB. :)

oh, if you havent noticed, i changed my blogskin. is it nice?
it looks nice but when i use it, it didnt look as nice. :(

if its not, tell me. no wait, dont.
tell Val. she chose it for me. hahaha.

im done for now.
gona get ready to meet bf. he has something to show me.
im so excited. he better not be lying. xD

toodlydoo~

2010-08-06T20:34:00.000-07:00

hi babygirl.

i miss you.
im sorry.

i'll make up for the time loss.
i love you.

p/s: i give up on skin searching! :(

toodlydoo~

2010-08-03T00:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18th 18th 18th 18th 18th 18th
BIRTHDAY MY FAVOURITE BOY! :D

YOU ARE LEGAAAAAL! PARTAAAAY!
WOOOO! :D

hahahaha! i love you! xD
(yes, i just took that photo of you while we were skyping today.
im stalker-ish. i know.)

i run out of words to say suddenly. =/
ive been repeating it on my text, twitter and facebook. hahaha.
you get the idea right?

this is may be the first time im celebrating with you,
but this is definitely not my last. :)

have fun baby! you're legal to do anything you want!
no, not to me. to yourself. HAHA. :P

enjoy it while it lasts.
i love you.
always.

toodlydoo~

because he looks sexy with headphones on.

2010-07-31T13:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday was awesome. :D
well, not the whole day. just the evening part. :)

baby's birthday is on the 3rd. but im not free and so is he. i decided
to bring his birthday celebration forward. without him knowing, of course.
i planned with his friends to help me out. :)

i know how much he wanted to go picnic at barrage and how much he
always wanted to spend his time with me and his friends at the same
time. so i wanted to make it happen for him. :)

the plan almost failed because it was raining so heavily yesterday.
he wanted to change our plans but i kept whining, wanting to go so
badly. i think he got a lil bit irritated. hahahaha. sorry baby! xD
and i kept texting his friends, planning out the route and time, food,
whatever. he got pissed because he hates when i text when im with him.
he got totally moody. but that was all part of the plan. :)

we reached barrage first. it stopped raining. since baby was so moody,
we didnt do anything much. and i had to distract him for an hour plus
till his friends come with the cake. when i finally got a text from his
friend that they were already there, i had to distract him further. i
told him to watch a korean MV. i know that'll distract him. :)

then..
they came with the cake! :D
and screamed. omg it surprised me too. -__-

baby looked lost. he didnt know what was happening. hahahaha!
it took him like 3 mins to realised its his birthday celebration.
"OH! MY BIRTHDAY AH!?" hahahaha! slowpoke! xD
and his friend had to say, "then who? Fatin's?!" hahahahaha!

that would actually be sweet if they did it for me! HAHA. :D

okay whatever. some photos below.
from Briana's dslr. :D

oh ya, they came with the cake, but the candle wasnt lit up.
so baby went to the toilet first while they lit up the candle. sort of a
rewind thing. hahaha.

none of them smoke, so they didnt know how to use the lighter.
the security guard had to help. -__-

this was funny!

Kokboon(the guy in black, right) wanted to surprise baby so he closed the

box, thinking that baby wouldnt know the candle was lit up.

Kokboon: eh you hold the box like that see whats inside.

Baby: got what inside?

Kokboon: you hold you hold.

then..

one of his friend (cant remember who): OI GOT SMOKE LA!

dang, the box got burnt. hahahaha!

Kokboon was being silly.

here comes the birthday boy. :)

i love this photo. he looks so happy. :)

whee~ xD

ISNT SHE PRETTY?!

i love staring at her. hahahaha. sorry Briana. xD

Happy 18th Birthday my prettybabyboy. :)

hope you had fun. i love you. :)

baby's retarded bunch of friends. and to think this isnt everyone. -__-

thanks guys for helping me out and showing up. :)

but..

special thanks to Chee Guan for helping me think of the plan and panicking

with me. hahaha. :D

and thanks to Briana for helping me get the cake. i still owe you! :P
(ISNT SHE PRETTY?!)

whee~

i feel so accomplised. you know why? not because of the surprise.
but being able to get along with his friends. it feels so good. :)

baby said he thinks they approve of me because they bother to come
down to barrage from school and helping me out. and oh, they keep
laughing at me. so they approve. -__- hahaha. xD

thanks guys, for making it possible. :)

hope you had fun babyboy.
sorry if its a little too advanced and if it isnt as sweet as how you'd
plan it. you know i suck at these. hahaha.

i love you. :)

okay im done.
time for family gathering!

toodlydoo~

2010-07-27T10:50:00.000-07:00

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see
an imperfect person, perfectly."

i love how you love me for my flaws. :)
i love you. :)

hey world.

no school today but im awake. its way too early.
i should be sleeping in. but believe it or not, the guilt of not studying
for the past 3 days is killing me. i have 3 tests this week and i havent
revised a single thing. if i fail? not surprised.

meeting my prettyboy in 2 hours time for major studying today.
hope i can absorb everything and dear brain, please dont die on me.
not now. not ever, actually. nyeh.

gotta go.
breakfast, bathe, and time to study.

toodlydoo~

2010-07-24T17:05:00.000-07:00

"It was the sweetest thing that ever could be.
It was a fantasy, a dream come true. It was the day i met you."

remember this photo? it was our first. :)
and you were flirting with me. haha.

hey world.
(hey baby. stop reading my blog, you stalker!)

yesterday was terrible. today was better.
nothing like that would happen again.
i cant promise. but i'll try.

i love you, babyboy.
always and forever.

i'll see you tomorrow. :)
yes, both of you, world and baby. :)

toodlydoo~

2010-07-23T23:50:00.000-07:00

hey world.
(hey baby. i know you'll read this. xD )

i feel extremely shitty right now. just give me any random corners
and i'll curl up and cry. i need hugs so badly.
screw this fucked up feeling.

its been a week eversince.
but i feel like everything's falling apart.
maybe im just paranoid again.

somehow, i knew this day would come.
because i know myself better than anyone.

i ruined everything. i always do.
i knew, i was never good enough for you.

im sorry babyboy.
ive warned you.
either love me or hate me for my flaws.

toodlydoo~

2010-07-20T23:50:00.000-07:00

guess who appeared at my doorstep to give me a goodmorning hug and sent
me to my doorstep to give me a goodnight hug? :)

been feeling so insecure and paranoid lately. for all sorts of reasons.

there is nothing worst than having those as my flaws. its exhausting.

my brain's messed up.

and last night's dream didnt seem to help. its still bugging me.

why give an insecure person such dreams? you like to see me crumble,

dont you? someday, this insecurities and paranoia would be the

death of me. you'll see.

oh,

happy birthday my beloved mummy.

please forgive me for forgetting your birthday.

i kept thinking its tomorrow. too many things in my mind.

you know i love you, i'll always will.

sweetdreams world.

toodlydoo~

2010-07-16T23:37:00.000-07:00

hey world.
my morning was ruined. but the rest of the day was.. amazing.
i cannot stop smiling. :)

im so lazy to start from the start. haha. :D
so i'll just summarise. :D

was supposed to leave the house to meet Val at 2:15pm.
but i went out of the house at around 1:50pm because i wanted to take
baby's hoodie hanging outside. then i saw some pretty coloured paper
arrows. it reminded me off him. but its impossible because he said he
was heading to town to meet his friend. so i called. he lied again. he said
he was at his friend's place. i suspected it when i heard his background
noise was exactly the same as mine. hahaha!
baby dont know how to lie! :P

so i followed the arrows at my corridor, up the stairs, up the stairs
again, till i reach the 5th floor when i saw a pretty purple bottle filled
with colourful cranes, and surrounded with candles. i instantly felt
tears in my eyes. then i saw him. :)
he wasnt ready. i spoiled his plan. im sorry dear. :(

but he came down to me, hugged, and got on his knees,
"Will you be my girl?"

i nodded, said yes, cried, and he put a ring around my finger. :)
i couldnt stop hugging him. :)

ive never met anyone like him. never.
some photos below. :D

tilt your head abit. :D

the pink paper has something written on it, "hey baby,
here are 70 cranes for the 70 days i waited to confess to you.
i love you."

oh, after a few hours, he suddenly turned to me and said,
"did i asked you will you be my girl?"
"yeah. why?"
"i should have said something sweeter."
"what could be more sweeter than that?"
"will you be my everything?"

spent the rest of the day with him.
this guy will never stop making me smile.
thanks for everything my babylove. i appreciate it alot.
i love you. hope you know that. :)

and Val,
thanks for letting me spend the day with him.
thanks for helping him plan it out too.
i love you babygirl. always will. :D

awesome day today. never will i ever forget this.
16 July 2010. lets make it official.

gotta go.
need to hug his hoodie and stare at the pretty cranes. :)

you,
thanks for helping me get over you.

toodlydoo~

2010-07-16T22:34:00.000-07:00

hey world.

someone ruined my morning. i could have went to lecture,
but i skipped. because i didnt want you to see my ugly puffy eyes.

and to that someone,
thanks for ruining my morning. thanks for making me shed
another tear for you. congratulations, you managed to make me
cry again. are you happy now? because i promised myself i
wouldnt. you win boy.

you are an ass. you will always be.
i hope you grow up soon and treat your next girl right.

oh and please, stop lingering around.
get out of my life, asap.

okay whatever.
bye world. i'll see you soon.
bestfriend waiting for me.

toodlydoo~

2010-07-15T22:22:00.000-07:00

im sorry i looked fugly in the photo. my nose looks huge. :)
i love this hoodie. it accompanies me at night and hugs me to sleep
when my babyboy couldnt. :)

hey world.
i want you to know that i have no life.
will you give me one?

my life revolves around school. yes, school.
i wake up at 7am everyday and reach home at 9pm.
i am tired. no wait, i am exhausted. there is a difference right? :(

okay i gotta go.
maths is calling me.
like i said, i got no life.

toodlydoo~

2010-07-14T23:18:00.000-07:00

"quick make a wish baby... so what did you wish for?"

"something got to do with you, me and forever."

my babyboy is mean. he makes me smile too much,
sometimes it hurts. in a good way, of course. :)

thanks for everything boy.
i love you.

i saw you today,
i avoided you.

because the sight of you pisses me off.
i hate you.

toodlydoo~

2010-07-13T23:50:00.000-07:00

hey world.
i need to tell you something.

for those who knows nothing about me, can you please shut
the fuck up before i'll shove a fork up your ass? stop assuming.

i dont owe anyone an explaination.
so you dont need to know whats going on with my life.
like i said, its my life.

if what im doing now doesnt please you, then thats just too
bad. you can always leave my blog anytime. you dont have to
tag stupid things. need i emphasize on the stupid?
yes, its stupid.

why do i even bother, again? -__-
whatever.

gona skype with my pretty babyboy now.
screw all of you.
nothing else matters now.

i love Jufri Husne. and nobody is gona stop me.
i love you too, Valerie Neo. :)

i will smile when you smile. even if your smile isnt for me.

toodlydoo~

2010-07-11T23:54:00.000-07:00

"its us against the world, baby."

where have you been all this while?

to the rest of the world, shut the fuck up.

i dont live my life to please you.

and you,
if you start to miss me, remember, i didnt leave, you let me go.

toodlydoo~

2010-07-10T23:50:00.000-07:00

hey world.

i was on skype with this pretty boy. he was watching me do my
homework. then i got distracted by this. :)

the next day, i found the paper in my bag. i dont know how it got in there,
but it did. my pretty boy cannot get any sweeter than this. :)

okay i have to go. i promise him i'll sleep.
bye world, you've been awesome. :)

toodlydoo~

i somehow hope what i saw is true. im glad you found someone.

2010-07-07T23:17:00.000-07:00

i love Jufri Husne. just because. :)

hello people.
the pretty boy up there is nothing like ive ever met.
you'll soon know what i mean. :)

im exhausted. im falling asleep already. but i have to wait for
him to reach home first, skype, then i can sleep in peace. :D

okay this post is supposed to be a random post.
gona roll in bed with his oversized tee on till he gets home. :)

toodlydoo~

2010-07-04T23:30:00.000-07:00

second post.

he came into my life,
when you stepped out of it.

he made me smile,
when you made me cry.

he gave me all his attention,
when you never did.

believe it or not,
im not used to this.

i'll move on.
i have to.

because somehow,
i found a guy a million times better than you.

2010-07-04T15:53:00.000-07:00

can you please help me get over you?

i want to stop missing you.
i want to stop loving you.

i want to get over you.
i want to get over us.

you didnt appreciate me.
you never did.

now why am i still hanging on to you?

stop talking to me.
stop saying hi.

stop making me miss you even more.
stop making me start loving you all over again.

i dont wana cry for you.
not again.

so can you please help me get over you?

2010-06-27T16:14:00.000-07:00

havent been myself lately. my mind's all over the place.
ah, forget it.

below are overdue photos from my movie date with Jufri. ;)

he looks pale doesnt he? he was sick. but still met me anyway. :)

yes, he's prettier than me.

i went for project in school, ate lunch then rushed off to Woodlands to

fetch him. yes, i went all the way to Woodlands. :)

he was sick but still wanted to meet me cos he said he promised. i didnt

wana trouble him, so we watched movie at Causeway Point. :)

alright, skip the details. too lazy to write. :D

below are SOME photos from the pool partaaayyy!

yes, these are the only people who turned up. but?

we had an awesome awesome time. next plan: CHALET! :D

everything didnt go as planned. i felt so rushed and unprepared.

i thought everything was screwed up. but nah. :)

met the boys at Tanah Merah then head off to Martin's condo.

did i tell you Val came along too? she's already part of my class. :)

anyway, we didnt do anything much. we talked, sang, ate, guitar-ed,
drank and some got thrown into the pool. i almost did. they carried me,

but i wiggled and screamed too much. hahaha! i survived! :D

again, lets skip the details. wahaha.

im sleepy. got home at 3am last night. went to have dinner, shopping,

karaoke and supper at JB with my family + sister's boyfriend. daddy

said we went all out partying! hahaha! when was the last time sis tagged

along in our family outings? i had fun. :)

and im actually very sad today. im supposed to have a picnic date

with Jufri but mummy said i couldnt go. :(
he's coming to Pasir Ris to visit his grandmother later, i could probably
see him awhile though. i miss that pretty boy. :(

okay i find this blog post very lame.

toodlydoo~

2010-06-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

you came back.
when i deleted you permanently from my life.

you talked to me again.
when i tried to avoid you.

you made me cry.
when i promised myself i wouldnt.

well, not for you.
not anymore.

i miss you more now.
why did you have to say hi?

2010-06-18T10:35:00.000-07:00

hey. =)
i had the most amazing 4 days of my life. okay not really.
but you get the idea. =)

photos of sentosa below.
i look like a total minah shit. screw that okay.

he promised me the most romantic sunset. :)

i did this! isnt it pretty! :D

VaL. :)

my bestfriend/girlfriend/wife. :)

Khoi. :)
my big little brother. :)

Jufri. :)

my Ffyy baby. :)

its 10am and im awake. CDS selection.
i made stupid choices. wana know what?

French, Japanese, Public Speaking, Colours & Composition,

and Creative Writing.

i hope i get French. please? :(
and i want a hot French teacher. please? :)

will blog again some other day. date with Jufri yesterday and
BBQ and pool party later on. so many awesome plans! :D

toodlydoo~

2010-06-15T01:45:00.000-07:00

guess where am i now? :)
have you guessed yet? no? damn, you suck.

hahahaha. xD

i am sleeping over at Val's place. finally. a sleepover.
i miss her so much. havent seen her in.. 3 days. :(

its good that im here. because when i feel like crying,
i know shes here with me. i feel.. safe. :)

i hope one day, i'll find out that shes actually my sister.
hahahahahahahahaha. :D

okay i shall stop blogging. sentosa in the morning!
beach partaaaay!

goodnight people. oh wait, i wont be sleeping. :)

toodlydoo~

2010-06-14T18:00:00.000-07:00

its been a month since i left you. i cant deny i still miss you.
i cant deny i still think about you every night before i sleep.
and i cant keep lying to myself that im fine. because i know
im not. maybe not yet. i will, just not too soon.

3 years together. tell me, how can i forget you? you told
me to move on.. so where exactly do i go?

i just cant see myself forgiving you for what you've done.
they say if you love someone, its easy to forgive them. i forgave
you. 3 times for the same mistake. not everybody gets a second
chance. you had 3. the forth time was just too much.

i loved you. ive always had.
so why did you took advantage of that?

and now i miss you.
but i can no longer hold you.

you were once mine,
you were once my whole life.

you may not be my first,
but you're the best ive ever had.

thanks for everything.
goodbye my love,
my used-to-be.

toodlydoo~

2010-06-11T23:50:00.000-07:00

do you still feel like hanging on me, blogger? huh, do you? tsk.
sorry for the lack of updates. blogger have been so bitchy to me lately.
attitude much?

i dont know what you have been missing out on. so i'll just upload the
photos. and i'll summarise from there. okay? hahahaha. :D

this is Joey!
i loveeeee this photo so much. :)

AND THIS! :D

Jufri.is.so.damn.pretty.

how can you not love this bitch? :)

photos above are taken during Val's hectic week of photography class.

i was asked to model for her. can you tell? -___-

i should really get paid for waking up early every morning, posing for

atleast 100 photos, walking around Singapore, pose again, perspire..

dont you think i should get paid? VAAAALLL~ xD

but i shouldnt. you wana know why? i love her too much to ask for

anything in return. afterall, what are bestfriends for? :)

okay. thats all for now.

i am exhausted from shopping all day with Jufri.

toodlydoo~

2010-05-29T09:34:00.000-07:00

i got myself a new phone! :D
NOOOO! DONT SCROLL DOWN YET! WAIT FOR IT!

did you scroll down? bitch.
hahahaha. xD

daddy came in my room this morning..

daddy: are you going out today?
me: na ah. why?
daddy: lets get you a new phone.
me: O_O what?
daddy: any phones in mind?
me: O_O seriously, what?
daddy: i think blackberry storm 2 is good.
me: okaaaaaay..

hahahahahaha. so we went out for lunch then head off to Tampines
to get me a new phone! i wanted HTC but there wasnt stock for any
of them. stupid Starhub. i didnt want Blackberry. never liked it.
so guess what i bought?! okay, you can scroll down now. =)

this, my dear friends, is Motorola Milestone. =)

isnt it pretty? =)

but i have no idea how to use it yet. hahaha. im charging it now.

cant wait to use it tomorrow! xD

okay i have to stop blogging.

lecture notes are calling out for me.

toodlydoo~

it could have been our 42nd.

2010-05-23T20:32:00.000-07:00

i dont even know if anybody still reads my blog. i hope there is still
atleast one faithful reader. can you please tag if you read this shit?
thanks. hahaha. xD

im actually supposed to be studying now. my MEB notes is infront
of me. but i cant help noticing that i havent updated my blog yet.
so, i'll blog then study okay? =)

21o510 ;

i loved school. i got so damn hyper because i saw my brown eyes.
no, not mine. my eyes are purple. somebody's lovely brown eyes. =)
okay skip that.

ended school at 1pm, waited for Val to come and fetch me. was
supposed to go back to PRCS to surprise Mr Choo but we got so very
lazy because the weather was burning hot. if i was a vampire, i would
have "evaporated" as soon as i step outside of school. hahahaha.

so we hang at the library with Martin, Aaron and Stefan. this still
makes me laugh. Aaron's epic joke of the year.

Martin: how do you say handsome in malay?
Aaron: oh.. Aaron.
Us: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

do you get it? hahahahaha!

after the guys left, we went to ITAS for our tiny lunch and ice kacang
while waiting for Adrie. the plan was to watch a movie after school.
we didnt know his class ends at 4pm. =__=

we went to Century Square and Tampines Mall but none of them
had The Last Song showing. so we planned to go to Ehub because it
was showing at 7:15pm. to kill time, we went to eat at LJS first then
head off to central for bubble tea while remembering the good old
school days. hahahaha. after that, we went to Ehub. and guess what?
THE MOVIE WAS SOLD OUT!!!!! omg, you cant imagine how
pissed we all were. and oh, guess what, again? Adrie realised he left
his bubble tea at central! it was definitely not our day.

so we decided to just chill at McCafe.

okay now im really lazy to elaborate. xD
photos below!

the results of boredom. =)

he was dancing, really. -___-

Val, you can never take a photo with me without our hair looking the same.
WAHAHAHAHA! xD

our 2nd mascot photo together! woo! =D

the next 3 photos below, are photos of us having moments with Adrie's shades.

me. =)
(is my hair THAT long?! =O )
Adrie. =)

hot eh?

Val. =)

biker chick ah~ haha. xD

okay im done.

you know what time is it now?

STUDY TIME!

sigh, kill joy.

toodlydoo~

"you still make me smile even if you're the main reason why im sad."

2010-05-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

oh god. i got so many things to say.

18o510 ; Daddy's birthday. =)

awesome awesome awesome day. never had this kind of outing
with my whole family before. i really enjoyed myself. =)

i didnt have school on that day and so did my brother.
sis took leave, her boyfriend had his off-day and mummy didnt
go for OT. all for our beloved man. =)

the plans for that day was to fly kite + picnic at Marina Barrage,
a ride on the Singapore Flyer then lastly, dinner. everything
almost went smoothly, till the rain came down just when we
reached Marina Barrage. we had to sit somewhere else first till
the rain stops. thank God the rain ended so damn fast. =D

after kite flying, then went on the Singapore Flyer where everyone
in my family freaked out because of this thing called "fear of heights".
yes, even my daddy almost chickened out. nobody dares to move
in the flyer, except for me and sis's boyfriend. even if they move,
they need to hold on to the railings or walk really damn slow.
hahahahaha. so damn adorable okay! xD

okay im so lazy to elaborate more. HAHA.
i had fun. period. =)

19o510 ; Bugis.

i hate how yesterday went. shall not mention anything about school.
i was really really really bloody damn pissed off. so.. shush!

after lectures and tutorials, wanted to find Val at tampines but she
was still at Bugis with the guys. so i thought i'll go there alone. but
guess what?! i saw Adrie at the busstop! i love TP! hahahaha.
so i asked him to accompany me. everyone knows how much i hate
being alone. unless i really want to. =)

by the time we reached Bugis, they were all shagged and wanted to
go home asap. so were only there for like.. 30 mins? hahaha.
camwhored a little then head back to Pasir Ris for dinner. =D

okay done typing.
photos from both outings below. more on Facebook!

so Val, where is your red hair? HAHAHA.

seriously guys, what does that pose means?!

JUFRI! YOU LOOK LIKE CAT! HAHAHA!

i like this photo! xD

AND ESPECIALLY THIS! =DDD

my dear Jufri, why are you so pretty? =(

the stupid camera make my face look so white. -___-

i brought my MEB notes with me. hur.

daddy i know how you feel about cikopek. =)

in real life, he's really taller than me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU! MUAH! xD

im done.

toodlydoo~

i died when you smiled.

2010-05-16T17:45:00.000-07:00

sorry for being away too long. been having the worst week ever.
i guess im better now. i hope. =)

school is being a bitch. its only been the 3rd week and im already
stressed up. this is insanse. term test is coming up soon. and im
not ready yet. i have so much more to study for. i need help.
i need my motivation. anybody? =/

currently studying PIPC. need a break from it.
lucky there is another soccer game with my classmates tomorrow.
i need to de-stress before i really go crazy.

i have my webcamwhore photos from last week and yesterday.
with Val, Jufri, Khoi and Alvin. with my cousins. =)

nothing else to say. photos below.

my grandmama is cool, she webcams. haha.

told ya. xD
Adil is giving me the "why the hell do you look like that, bitch?!" HAHA.

no, im not THAT dark.

Val, he reminds me of you. hahaha.

Jufri, you made me look bald. =(

ooohh~ i like my hair here. hahahaha.

we all looked good. till Khoi appeared looking like that. hahahaha.
Khoi.. *sigh*..

brown hair! i got brown hair! =DDDDD

i have my very own cikopek.

when will people stop telling you things about me?

im sick of being watched. i need freedom. i need space.

i need my own air to breathe. so please, i really hope your people

stop telling you things. its getting really frustrating.

toodlydoo~

2010-05-08T16:12:00.000-07:00

i have so many to tell you guys. but i'll just tell the most recents ones. =)

friday was awesome. we had CCN day plus Jam And Hop. it was really
fun. but extremely exhausting. worth every second. =)

we only had 1 hour of lecture. which was weird because i understood
everything. i guess Yan sat next to me so i had to pay attention. or he'll
nag at me. hahahaha. i need him to sit next to me in every lecture man.

anyway, after eating breakfast + lunch, went to concourse to set up the
stall with my classmates. okay actually no, i slacked while they set up.
hahaha. we were selling pretty roses and balloons for mother's day.
our stall is called, "Yo Momma". hahahaha. =D

my shift was at 2pm. so at the meantime, i walked around different
schools to see what they were selling. i am never going to Business
School ever again. its like walking in Bugis Street! i couldnt breathe!
i only went to Business and i gave up. i am not going into Engineering
or Design or HSS or IIT! i was already drowning in sweat! bleargh.

oh. the best part was, i got a pretty pink rose from Khoi. =)
he was the first guy who ever got me a flower. thank you so much.
then i got a text from Stefan, "Fatin, do you want a rose?" hahahaha!
i came back to my stall and he gave me a red rose and a HUGE heart
shaped balloon that i wanted so much. haha. =)
then my teacher got the whole class a red rose and pretty balloon for
the girls. awesome people. =)

OH OH!
infront of my stall there was this class doing instant photos. so we
all decided to take. first was me, Val and Khoi. then me, Stefan and
Aaron. then me and Val. then me and Jufri. =)

after the CCN day, slacked at ITAS for about an hour to dry off. sent
Yan to the bustop then head to Jam and Hop with Val, Adrie, Jufri,
Khoi, Zuhaili and Justin. it started off boring. then it got really awesome.
but i still think they should play better songs. some songs are really
difficult to dance to. hur. this time, i was bathing in sweat. xD

got home around 11.30pm. my mum was angry. hahahaha.
but worth it okay mummy? ;D

alrighty. photos below. =)
not much. sorry. =)

short of one photo. Khoi kept the other one. =(
but these are the awesome people. xD

my gifts from everybody. =)
thank you sooooo much. i love you guys!

thanks Mr Wong!

this was before CCN day. Mark gave it to me. =)

i look horrible. but this was my first rose. thanks Khoi. =)

1st May; family gathering cum mother's day celebration.

went to have lunch + dinner with my family at Sakura. the food was

alright. it could have been perfect if i ate Japanese food. my cousins

were enjoying the sushi. except for me. hahahaha. loser siol.

then we went to Marina Barrage for photo taking and holiday discussions.

hahaha. mummy got excited because she never went there before. =)

some photos below. =)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY BELOVED MUMMY! I LOVE YOU SOOOOO

SOOOOO SOOOOO MUCH! *HUGS AND KISSES*

THE MOON WAS PRETTY!

yes, i changed clothes. hahaha.

okay i think im done.
gotta go now. i have loads to study for. stupid tests.

toodlydoo~

2010-05-04T21:43:00.000-07:00

i just got home from another study session with Yan. =)
remember him? my bus friend. haha. =)

he's currently teaching me Engineering Maths and Mass
and Energy Balance. im struggling with chemistry now but i
have to wait for him to master Organic Chemistry and
Principles of Inorganic Chemistry before he can teach me. =)

you know how much i hate maths or anything got to do with
maths, right? so i practically forgot everything that was taught
in secondary school. he had to teach me from basics. hahaha!

one time, he got so frustrated because i asked him the stupidest
and the simplest maths question ever. but at the point of time,
i was stupid, i guess? then he went.. O_O and yelled at me for
not trying hard enough. hahahahaha. he can be a really fierce
teacher man. scary oi~

people always say when you're in poly, nobody is going to push
you to study. your lecturers are not going to care if you dont
study or hand in your assignments. its totally different from
secondary school. they were right. i have to thank Yan for
helping me out and keep pushing me. thank youuuuuu. =)

and no, we're not dating.
stop assuming people. tsk.

i want to post a photo during one of our study sessions. but im
too lazy to upload. muahaha. next time okay? =)

alrighty im done.
have to study for MEB quiz tomorrow.

toodlydoo~

2010-05-01T15:34:00.000-07:00

im sorry i havent blogged alot. been so damn busy with school.
lectures and tutorials are stressing me out. =(
i never thought chemistry could be this complicated. and i shall not
even mention about maths. my brain is close to dead. =(

i have to thank my awesome classmates and newly-found friends
in TP for always making my day. i love you peopleeeeeee. =)
oh, not forgetting, my baby Val. i have to meet her everyday or i
swear i would die from missing her too much. hahaha. =D

i have crazy photos below. only some though.

this was taken in the library with Jufri(my FOC friend), Joresar and Alissa
(my classmates) and Khoi (Val's classmate). see how everyone is close? =)

Jufri, you're like my male-reflection. -____-
and i still love your RAY-BAN shades, Khoi. hahahaha. xD

this is in ITAS. my class's favourite canteen in TP. =D
me and Aaron made a commercial for it. everytime someone asks where
we are going for lunch. we'll say......

WHY ASK? WHEN THERE'S ITAS! hahahahahahahahaha! xD

this was taken during our first Lab lesson. =)
that is Raden, Aaron, Hadi and Martin. "scientists at work". HAHA.

Martin Fatin Martin Fatin Martin Fatin.. WHO ARE YOU CALLING?!
hahahahaha. classic. our names rhymes! =D

that is Wen Sheng, Desmond, Aniq, Fadhil, Mark, Allisa and Hadi.
as you can see, everyone was excited. hahahaha.

im loving school but im not loving the stress. and this is only my 2nd

week in school. pop quizzes gave me a heart attack yesterday. =(

oh.
did i tell you i made friends with a guy i saw in the bus? he's in my course.

but another class. i always saw him around so i said hi when i saw him in

the bus. and guess what? he's teaching me maths and chemistry every

day after school! hahaha. i love that guy man. thanks Yaaannnnn. xD

okay im done.

gotta get ready for lunch with my family.
gathering cum mother's day celebration. =)

toodlydoo~

2010-04-25T23:39:00.000-07:00

I HAVE AN ADORABLE VIDEO TO SHOW YOU GUYS! =D

REMEMBER I MENTIONED MY AS CHEER TEAM DURING
TP REGATTA?! I HAVE THE VIDEO! =D

soooooooooo adorable! hahahahaha.
but you cant really hear what they say. =(

but still adorable! xD

okay im done.
time to go on depression mode.

toodlydoo~

2010-04-23T19:50:00.000-07:00

been having a horrible week. its amazing how i managed to put up a
strong front and not start crying every few seconds. although its
superduper tiring that i have to pretend all the time. i dont wana
cry infront of my classmates on my first week of school. i'll look
bloody dramatic. hur. but i have to thank them for being.. them. =)

they are insane, i swear. i have never gone through a day without
bursting into laughters. with all their stupid jokes and unnecessary
comments. i love them to bits and pieces. ive only known them for
a week plus, but it feels like years. its like secondary school all over
again. where everyone just clicked instantly. awesome eh? =)

anyway..
last night was fantastic. =)

it was the closing ceremony for Week O for Applied Science School.
im glad i was a part of it. i was involved in the LT Skit with some of
the Zola. (you do remember Zola right? if you dont, its Chemical
Engineering's LT name.) although i didnt perform on stage with them,
because i was the logistics, i still had fun. even being back stage was
fun. thats how bonded Chemical Engineering people are. =)

our LT Skit turned out really funny. we only had 2 days to rehearse.
the guys made their own script. none of what they said was in the
script that we all discussed. hahaha. i was laughing throughout the
whole performance back stage. annnddddd, i was supposed to be "on"
stage for the props, but they said there wasnt enough time for any
props, so i didnt come out. i was so disappointed. =(
but im so proud of Zola for putting up an amazing show. =)

and so after our performance, we went to the auditorium to watch
the rest of the ceremony. thats when the real fun starts. the prize
giving ceremony. you know what that means right? LT Skit prize!
hahahaha. guess which place Zola won?! quick guess! =DDD

ZOLA WON 3RD PRIZE FOR THE LT SKIT! AAAAHHHH!

and wait! guess who won the best LT overall?!

ZOLA WON! AAAAHHHH!

do you know how insanely cool is that?! im so sorry Falken, Athos,
Dorcas and Gustav. we won. ZOLA WON! CHEMICAL ENGINEERING
ROCKS THE HELL OUT OF APPLIED SCIENCE BABY! WOOOO!

okay sorry. im very very fanatic when it comes to this. hahahaha.
but hey, what the hell. woooooooooooooooooooo! =DDDD
i screamed so much, my throat hurts. =.=

WE'RE ZOLA~ WE'RE ONE~ WE'RE GONA BEAT YOU DOWN~
WE'RE GONA KNOCK YOU DOWN~ WE'RE ZOLAAAAAAA~

hahahahahahaha. =DDD

fine. i'll stop cheering. =)

so anyway, i was home early today. i only had 1 hour of school.
stupid isnt it? thank god TP is so bloody near. if im in NYP or NP,
i wont even come to school on Fridays. its a waste of time. i slept
in the lecture theatre. you wana know why? the lecturer isnt in
the LT. he teach us via tv. go figure.

uhh.. i think im done.

oh, photo of last night below. the people who made it happen.
i love you, Zola! xD

toodlydoo~

2010-04-20T22:07:00.000-07:00

first and second day of school is over.

first day was alright. had Mass and Energy Balance (MEB)
lecture in the morning. then had this stupid pointless workshop
in the afternoon. oh, lunch with the class turned out well. =)
i love my class already. =)

anyway, wana know what the workshop is called?
TP Second Life. bloody fucking stupid. it has nothing got to do
with my life. we have to create our own avatar, make our own
3D room with a specific theme. my team's theme was waterfall.
Alvin's idea. it was hilarious. the room turned out very weird.
there was waterfalls everywhere! and there were penguins too!
like what... the... fuck... ? hahahahaha.

but still, it has nothing to do with my life. thus, pointless. =)

so after the workshop, went to meet Jufri and Anuar for the Novir
dinner. but we left earlier because it was stupid. we walked around
the school to find the perfect place to eat. and ended up in the
auditorium. and since none of them recognised me without my specs,
i figured it was a waste of time. so i left and met Val, Norvan and Alvin
at tampines. Norvan got himself a toy helicopter. =)

second day was boring-er. there isnt any class today. so we only
had APEL workshop where they teach us how to log in to the TP
portal and whatsoever. atleast these was useful. but still boring.
im sorry, i know i sound very whiny. hahaha.

then had lunch at ITAS with my classmates, Val and Norvan.
i love how they can click with one another. so atleast none of them
would feel awkward. i wont have to worry about them. =D

so when my classmates left, me, Raden and Aniq had to stay
behind for the LT Skit. Suhana couldnt make it. grr~
so we walked around the school, looking like total lost sheeps. hahaha.
but then settled at the library Cable Tv spot and fall asleep. =)
well.. until Val came along. hahaha.

LT Skit was plain stupid. i was the logistics. which means, im in charge
of props. hahahaha. but its good in a way. i saw their performance
and couldnt see myself doing that. xD

met Val and Jolene after that. had dinner and went home. i miss my
girls so much. next time, lunch together please! =)

anyway..
if anybody needs to find me tomorrow, please dont call or text me.
i will be found dead in the Lecture Theatre. you wana know why?
really? are you sure? its because...

I HAVE 4 FREAKING LECTURES TOMORROW. I AM GOING TO DIE.
AND THERE IS ONLY 1 HOUR BREAK IN BETWEEN. O_O
I SENSE DEATH.

okay no. -________-

but seriously, i hate lectures. its a draaaaaaaaag.
oh god, save me please.

i think i better stop whining.
im done here.

toodlydoo~

2010-04-17T17:52:00.000-07:00

week O has finally ended. though i miss every part of it. =(
it was boring at first but when the class bonded, it was amazing.
D6 OI! hahahaha. =D

yesterday was the day ive been waiting for! TP REGATTA!
it was aaawwweesssommmmeeeee!

we had to report to school at 8am but somehow i was late. haha.
sorry OL! changed, then head to TCC for some performance
which was worst than lame. it wasnt funny at all. i fell asleep while
trying to keep myself warm. bloody hell. the aircon was.. #$@!#!$#!

anyway, after lunch was when it all began. =D

had telematch first. =)
i dont know who won what or who did what. i couldnt see a thing.
all i did was cheer and cheer. i wont know if we won or lost. hahaha.
my classmates kept saying i was short. pfft. =(

the cheer was fun. i love the OLs for trying to be so damn enthusiastic.
it actually made us cheer louder. i could see them smiling when we
we got hyped up. haha. best best. =)

then we head off to Bedok Reservoir for dragonboat race! woo!
i was standing behind with Val all the way. we got hyper on our own.
hahahaha. we looked so.. outcasted but we cheered anyway. =D

AS won 3rd for female dragonboat and for the best cheer team. =)
aawweeesssoommeeeee! you should see our cheer team! oh gosh.
i wanted to hug every one of them! they dressed up as nerds. they
look so damn adorable! hahaha. GO AS! =DDDD

(p/s: AS means Applied Science xD)

nyeh. i dont know what else to write. photos below.
finally recieved them from my OL. mind the ugly face.
that is what i call, The Camp Face. hahahahahahahaha!
i only saved some photos. only the ones i took or those that im in. xD

the people who made it all happened. =)
the most insane and vulgar people i ever met. the OLs. =)

Raden and Syukri (my OL) with their supposed-to-be "matrep faces".

HAHA. he was on the cheer team! go Syuk go! xD

Raden, Aniq, Alvin and i-dont-know-whats-his-name. xD

this was taken during 2nd day of Week O. this is our 4am faces. =)
and this is our 2am faces. =)

D6.1 OI! AWOO AWOO AWOOOOOOOO! ;D

D5.1

hahahaha. Hady and Syuk.

he is impressive. always hyper. always happy. never tired. hahahaha.

this guy is insane. hahaha. xD

during briefing from our Care Person.

see the girl below me? she.wont.respond. =/

you know why i took this photo?
i love Desmond's hair. hahaha. isnt the colour pretty?! =D
ignore Syuk infront. but focus on the number of guys in my course.
chey ah. woo. hahahahaha. -___-

i hope my class stays like this when school officially starts. =)
we're gona have our first lunch together on monday. hopefully it
turns out well.

alrighty. im done. ;D

oh wait.. i have something to say..

APPLIED SCIENCE OH APPLIED SCIENCE, WE ARE BOTH SMART
AND TALENTED. SO BETTER THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU
CHALLENGE US COS WE WILL ALWAYS BE NUMBER ONE!

A A A A S~ A A A A S~

YOU HAVE YOUR BIZPARK,
WE HAVE OUR ITAS..

YOU MAKE AEROPLANES,
WE HAVE ALL THE BRAINS..

YOU DO PROGRAMMING,
WE LOVE EXPERIMENTING..

YOU THINK YOU CAN DRAW OI OI,
NO POINT YOU CANT SCORE!

EH! A A A A S~ A A A A S~

SMART BRAINS, CRAZY KIDS,
MAKES THE SCHOOL GO WOOHOO!

MAKING US WELL RECOGNIZED AS A-S! A-S!

GREEN SHIRTS, NERDY LOOKS,
MAKES THE SCHOOL GO WOOHOO!

MAKING US WELL RECOGNIZED AS A-S! A-S!

hahahahaha. okay NOW im done. xD

toodlydoo~

2010-04-14T02:56:00.000-07:00

*wipes the dusts* aaahhhchooo!

i will try to blog without falling asleep okay?
i just got home from my orientation camp this morning.
still need to sleep but mummy woke me up. grr.

anyway, i will briefly tell you what was going on with me
this few days. it has been truly amazing.

8th to 10th April; FOC camp.

its the best 3 days of my entire life. i dont regret going at all.
yes, it may be superduper hot. yes, it may be superduper
tiring. yes, i got tanner. but i dont care. it was really worth it.

i was in Novir. =)
not everybody was hyped up on the first day. i guess everyone
was still awkward and shy. but the second day was fantastic.
its like they got possessed or something because even the quiet
ones got hyper. hahaha. and all of us are like so damn close.
like we've been friends for years! hahaha. awesome man. =D

but i really have to salute my GLs for being so so so bloody damn
hyper till one by one loses their voice. SALUTES! =)

though we didnt win the overall, we still cheered and cheered.
as if we won. hahahaha. GO NOVIR GO! WE GO WE GO!

you wana hear my cheer? =D

we say........
1 PLUS 1 NOVIR, WE'RE SO FUN!
WE SAY, 2 PLUS 2 NOVIR CHIONG WITH YOU!
WE SAY, 3 PLUS 3 NOVIR NA DI YI!
WE SAY 4 PLUS 4 LETS DO THIS SOME MORE!

hahahaha. thats our well-known cheer. xD
theres more but its very.. chinese. i cant remember the words.
nyahaha. i would love a repeat of FOC. =')

12th to 14th April; Applied Science Orientation.

i was hoping this would be better than FOC. but its so bloody
saddening that its nothing compared to it. the OLs were not
that hyper. my class isnt hyper at all. this time we're grouped
according to our permanent class. so yes, now i finally know
who's in my class. sad to say, we are not cool. hahahaha.
well, atleast half of them.

and i got the best news evaaaaa!
ALVIN TAY JIA HAO IS IN MY CLASS! SCREW YOU PEOPLE
WHO SAID HE WOULDNT BE! MUAHAHAHAHA!

the first day of orientation was just plain stupid and a waste
of time. it wasnt fun at all. and my class is so deadly. except
for me, Alvin and some malay guys. the rest? *crickets*
i got so jealous of Ariff's class, i wanted to ask for transfer. =_=

but im glad second day got better. our class was divided into
2 groups and we were very very hyper. i guess now i know who
is the non-hyper ones. i love D6.1! xD

had amazing race around the school. from 8pm to 4.30am.
yes, TP is insane. but i love it. though i kept falling asleep while
waiting for the next games. the guys made it awesome. =)
i was the only girl in the group. except for the other girl. shes like
there, but not there. you can talk to her but she wont respond. =)

i enjoyed all the games except for the fucked up stupid maze.
we had to walk into 2 combined classrooms which was transformed
into a maze. you can barely see anything. okay wait. you cant
even see your own hands! it was THAT dark! and the worst thing,
you have to walk in alone. im not afraid of the dark. atleast in
my own home! not in school! my OL said nothing inside can move
so if i see anything moves, run out. you can try to run out because
the maze has 3 exits. find your way out.

that helped, didnt it?

i was freaking out so much, that my OL went in with me. he said
this was nothing. if i went in Zola's maze, i would die in there.
Zola is the name of Chemical Engineering's group btw. =)

i didnt see anything move but i can feel someone watching me.
i swear i could hear my heart beat. it was so quiet and creepy that
i made my OL talk very loud so i know hes always there. hahaha.

i couldnt wait to get out. when i finally did, the guys waiting
outside kept asking if i was okay. hahahaha. so sweet right?! xD

anyway, i had fun. for both camps. i wont be biased. =)
and even for my class, we all talk like we know each other
since birth. im suprised at myself because i can make friends very
easily. i dont always do that. but oh well. =)

oh yeah. i have school again on Friday. TP is having a regatta.
i cant wait to go against Design, Business, IT, Humanities and
Engineering school. Applied Science will win baby! wooooooo!

alright im done.
toodlydoo~

2010-04-06T19:39:00.000-07:00

hi dear dead blog. im sorry i havent been an active blogger.
im so bloody tired. i just came home from school. *sigh*

school was alright. its pretty funny on the first day. shall not
even say why. (shut up Val! hahahaha) xD
but i love Zuhaili for going to school with me. =)

my class is made up of some cool and interesting and weird people,

there's 2 nerds who knows nothing but maths.
there's 3 friends who is trying to make the class lively.
there's 1 guy who looks like hes too hot for school but got all the
right answers for the questions.
there's 1 girl who wore a tiny bow on her head.
there's 1 girl who looks like those confident rich girl but smart.
there's 1 guy whose hair totally covers his eyes and he can still see.
there's 1 girl who i think is waaayyy more shy than me.
there's 1 guy who is extremely quiet.
there's 1 guy who looks like an ahbeng but so damn smart.
and then.. there's me. =)

hahaha. but they were all deadly. i guess it was the first day and
nobody knows anybody. i love the lecturer though. hes always
trying to make jokes but the class goes.. *cricket* hahaha.

met Val after school. thank god i had to be somewhere.
(again, shut up Val!) we went to T3 to chill at coffeebean with our
baby laptops. and just.. well.. chill. =)

but we got extremely tired at about 7pm and didnt talk much
even on the way home. i almost died on the bus for trying to stay
awake. so when i got home, slept, till the next morning. =D

today went out pretty early so i could escape from someone and
meet my Alvin kitty for lunch. i finally know where the KFC is! xD
but i was late for class anyway. =_=
all your fault Alvin! who ask you to eat so slow?! hahaha.

anyway, im starting to love my class. =)
everyone was hyper and responsive today. we were already
laughing and joking around and even do maths together. =)
but i still have no idea what their names are. hahahaha.

i hope we dont change classes when school officially starts.
i dont wana make new new friends. i wana stay with this bunch.
but probably remove one or two people and add Alvin! =D

and i didnt get lost in school today. i know where i was going.
hahaha. i love TP. =)

speaking of TP, i have camp this coming thursday after my
maths class. i hope some of them are going too. =(
and i hope i'll be in the same group with Val or Jolene or both
of them! like i said, i dont wana make new friends! =(

im talking too much arent i?
hahaha. xD

i better go off now. my eyes are half open. =)
goodnight. =)

toodlydoo~

2010-04-01T17:12:00.000-07:00

i found this sweet post in my dear friend's tumblr, Qayyum. =)
i love his second paragraph. im sorry but i dont agree with your
first paragraph, Yyum. hahaha. =)

but thanks for the thought though. all the best in your future
relationships bro. you will always have our backs. ;D

" ‘The real purpose in a relationship is not to show how much you love
the person but for how long you’ll stay with the person. We all know it’s
in the back of our minds yet we still ignore it thinking, ‘As long as we love
each other, we’ll stay with one another’ when it’s actually ‘As long as we
stay with each other, we’ll love one another’. That, is how relationships
should be formed; with the intention and will to stay with one another.’

-Yyum

Wow. That’s deep man. Really deep.

One classic example is Abdul and Fatin’s relationship. Let’s face facts.
They get on each other’s throats everytime. They quarrel practically
everyday without fail. They use vulgarities with one another. They
even shout at each other constantly. Hahaha! some say they’re a
bad couple when in truth, they’re the most perfect for each other.
Because even though they fight, quarrel, shout at each other
practically all the time.. They stayed with one another. Shows,
no matter what they throw at each other.. they stay with one
another hence, they continue to love each other. And they still are
with each other! That’s how relationships should be based upon.
Staying with each other*.

*Even though sometimes you just feel like throwing a
boulder at the other person.

Hope this will serve as a reminder to some of you and
a base to most of you. (:

Good Luck to your relationship.. (: "

toodlydoo~

2010-03-31T23:00:00.000-07:00

aaaawww, im sorry i havent been updating blog.
im currently busy with homeworks and school. =(

yes, i have homeworks and school but i havent started schooling yet.
weird? its because i didnt take Amaths last year. so TP thinks that
i might struggle once school starts so they want me to start early.
atleast i know the basics.

but honestly, im struggling NOW. im going insane. okay no.
im already insane. ive been infront of the computer for.. i dont know
how long! no i wasnt facebook-ing or tweeting! i was MATHS-ING!
ME! DOING MATHS! CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT!? ITS A BLOODY
BAD COMBINATION! DONT THEY KNOW THAT!?!

okay i need to take a breather.
*sigh*

school hasnt even start and im already busy. what if once school starts?
will i be too busy to send a text or pick up a call or go online or send a tweet
or even.. hang out?! oh God. =(=(=(=(=(=(

i think i'll shut up now. i swear i could go on and on and on about this.
will blog more if i have the time.

toodlydoo~

2010-03-25T09:16:00.000-07:00

after uploading all the photos below, im so lazy to type anything here.
but i already did. so if i stop now, it'll be stupid. i might as well continue..

i met up with my supposed to be 7+1 yesterday. but as usual, some
people cant make it. AS USUAL. i should get over that. haha.

anywayyyyyy, went to tampines mall first then to 313 somerset,
centerpoint, ion orchard, wheelock place and century square. when was
the last time i walked so much? hahaha. it was awesome. i had a blast.
it really put my mind off certain things. =)

can i stop now? im really tired. PLEASE?
okay thank you! ugly photos below! =D

guess who's back?

toodlydoo~

2010-03-24T23:50:00.000-07:00

FUCK YOU.

2010-03-19T21:05:00.000-07:00

okay, last post was about Alex Lambert right?
so to be fair, im gona blog about my all-time favourite Idol, Kris Allen!

just finised watching videos after videos of him on youtube.
i was on since 6pm. and now is already 9pm. =)

and oh, if you guys have twitter, do follow him. he's so damn
adorable and hilarious. i would either smile or laugh at the way
he tweets. im not being bias or anything, but he's really funny.
hahaha.

anyway, here he is. =)
he did a mash-up of Heartless and Gangster Paradise.

this is him mentioning my favourite boy, Justin Bieber! nyahahaha!

and here is my one and only favourite boy. =)

hur.
okay enough of my favourites.

i miss my boyfriend. he's gone missing again.
yes i should be worried, but im so getting used to it. =.=
he ALWAYS goes missing. pfft.

oh well~
toodlydoo~

2010-03-17T20:02:00.000-07:00

i was looking through the Trending Topics on Twitter just now.
and i came across this girl who is in love with Alex Lambert probably
more than i do. okay, no. =P

i didnt know Alex would be on Ellen Show. i guess because its
different timings here. and he sang Mario's Let Me Love You.
do you know how much i loved that song? nobody knows.
only my sis i think. hahaha. and he sang so beautifully.

he has that rusty kinda voice which is so different from the other
contestants. speaking of them, i didnt watch American Idol tonight.
told you i wont. till they get him back. =)

anyway, here he is.
ALEX LAMBERT FTW! ;D

*sigh*

he doesnt have to be on Idol, he's gona make his own album anyway.
he's that good. cant wait to hear more from him!

oh, you didnt think i forgot about him, did you? haha. =)

nyeha, love this kid man. xD

alrighty.
toodlydoo~

2010-03-14T13:06:00.000-07:00

went to Elias Mall to chillax at Macs with my babylove. =)
been long since we do that. it used to be our usual weekend thang.
so before school starts, we have to do that again. we had fun. =)

we talked, crapped, watch insane videos, and... WEBCAMWHORE!
hahahaha. that was the best part. i swear we looked retarded
smiling and laughing infront of the laptop. but i guess everyone
else understands. hahaha. =D

so below are some photos. there's more. O_O
hahaha. enjoy~

i dont know why he would draw that. =.=

he was saying something about autobots. hahahaha.

same same but different. xD

we look good together..

and look ugly together too. =D

literally =.="

hahahahaha so funny.

this is how he would look like if he was a monkey. xD

HAHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS THE UGLIEST I CAN GET!!

love how Macs bring out my hair colour! =D
and i love my boyfriend to the max! hahahaha.

okay done.

im starving.

toodlydoo~

2010-03-12T21:26:00.000-08:00

i cried after watching American Idol today. the results sucks.
i feel so terrible. its so unfair.

Alex Lambert was eliminated. he's the only reason why i watch
Idol this year. i saw no other reason except to look forward for
him every week. he's really unique. i dont understand why he
didnt get many votes. i hope this isnt the last i see of him.
he really got better and better.

i will always be Alex Lambert's fan.
*sigh*

my favourite performance. =)

so sad. =(

im boycotting Idol. yes, i am. i dont have anymore reason to watch it.
my only favourite idols, Kris Allen and Alex Lambert. always! =)

toodlydoo~

2010-03-11T21:47:00.000-08:00

080310; sorta date with boyfriend. =)

accompanied him to his medical checkup. NYP slow ahhhhh!
and the whole bloody checkup took atleast 3hours plus! can you
imagine me sitting alone for 3hours?! i swear i almost died. O_O

i was already so damn tired and moody after that. so we went
to eat lunch at whitesands. then home. hahahaha.
firstly, we were tired.
secondly, we were too full.
thirdly, the weather sucks.

hahahaha. my sorta date. =)

i am happy and well.. kinda pissed off today.

went to the IT Fair with daddy in the morning. yes, i finally bought my

laptop. WAIT!! dont scroll down to see my laptop yet!! read this first!!

did you scroll down? bitch.

hahahaha. okay anyway..
i was stressed out cos i really dont know which laptop is better.

daddy was leaving the decision to me. and you know..

i.cannot.make.a.decision.on.myself.i.am.very.dependant.

but i guess he didnt realised that. =.=

so okay fine. you can scroll down now. =)

i decided on this. =)

its pretty and its red. =)

why pissed?

BECAUSE I CANT CONNECT THE BLOODY INTERNET TO MY

BROADBAND! I AM PISSEDDDDDDD! YES VERY PISSEDDDDDDDDD!

AND I CANT EVEN CHANGE MY BLOODY WALLPAPER! GRRRRRR!!

right,

Alvin kitty is helping me now.

*sigh*

toodlydoo~

2010-03-07T23:14:00.000-08:00

met up with my "Wonders" for lunch yesterday. after a month
plus of not meeting and MIA-ING, we finally met. and if
you're wondering why i quote my Wonders is because whenever
we arrange any outings, it will never be perfect 7. never.
its so bloody frustrating.

okay whatever. before i get all pissed off..

lunch at Long John Silvers. Razzan and Zuhaili had man-to-man
talk which me and Atiqah had a good laugh about because we didnt
understand anything. okay i did, but she didnt. hahahaha.

after that, walked around for a bit, then Razzan and Jolene had to
leave. So me, Alvin, Atiqah and Zuh went to whitesands to just..
slack i guess? then we went to the library where everyone got so
damn sleepy and lethargic that we decided to go home straight.

my legs felt so heavy. i went home and straight to bed. =)

short day but really really fun catching up with them.
another real outing soon, alright? and this time, no more excuses.

loving the hair colour. wahahahaha.

as you can see, my baby Valerie wasnt there. she had something on.

which i dont know what cos she wont tell. meanie! =(

i miss you baby~ and yes, you too boyfriend. xD

okay gotta go.

work tomorrow!

toodlydoo~

2010-03-04T23:01:00.000-08:00

I FEEL AMAZING TODAY. =D

before i start rambling on and on about today, let me sidetrack
for a minute okay? fine, i lied about feeling amazing today.
i felt amazing since yesterday. you wana know why? really? =D

I BOUGHT MY BABY VANSSSSSSSSSS!!
although it isnt red, i still love love love my new purple Vans.
i know ive been wanting the red since.. i dont know when. but
when i bought it yesterday, there wasnt my size. so next time,
i guess. i still want the red though. but im loving this baby. =)

woohoo! =D
isnt it pretty?
*sigh*

okay about today..

met up with Jolene first to register for Kelly Services. then accompanied
her to shop for her scrapbook. i swear it costs a bomb! but its really worth
it. everything is just.. wow. i wana see the outcome of it okay gf! =D

after that, went home to take the cake for boyfriend's surprise birthday
celebration. but then Yasir texted me asking me to meet up at 8pm.
and you all know i cant go out at that time. so at the mean time, i went to
Jolene's place to slack. thanks sweetie. =)

then at 8pm, Yasir asked me to come to 446 since everyone is already
there. and mind you, boyfriend knows nothing about it. he even told me
Sisilaq forced him to go out despite him already giving so many excuses.
hahaha! poor thing! he was so tired from lack of sleep the night before!
and oh, i told him i couldnt meet him cos i had to go out with my family.
hahahahaha. i feel mean but oh well! xD

on the way to 446, i swear every part of me was shaking. i was so bloody
nervous. i was too panicky to do anything so i called Yasir to come and
help me with everything. then Taufiq, Yasir and me hid behind a wall,
which was like 5 feet away from where the rest was sitting just to light
up one candle. it was so freaking hilarious! we were whispering and
laughing in silence. hahahaha.

after successfully lit up the candle...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY SUPER BELOVED BOYFRIEND!!

his reaction? priceless.

he literally looked like O_O for 10 seconds! hahahahahaha!
then screamed. =D

thank you guys for helping me plan this out and making it a success.
i love you bunch so much!

yes, i looked ugly tonight. pfft.

the aftermath. =)

awesome awesome night.

im really really glad MD enjoyed everything.

his text made me cried. omg now i feel like crying again.

hahahahaha. it was really sweet. =)

and to you, my dear boyfriend,

you know i would do anything for you if it makes you happy.

this was really nothing. you are most welcomed. =)

once again,

Happy 18th Birthday Baby. I love you so much.

i really hope i can still celebrate and continue to surprise you until

you are old, wrinkly, ugly and most probably die of heart attack when

i surprise you. HAHAHAHA! kidding! muah!

25o210 ; Adrie's surprise.

hahahahaha. this day was the stupidest day of my life. i never

felt like a failure until that fateful day. hahahaha.

met up with Val, Sue and Latifah at macs then head off to Adrie's

place. we were really hoping everything will turn out right. however..

we were happily walking to Adrie's block, taking pictures, laughing,

whatever not, until we reached the lift lobby. guess who we saw coming

out from the lift? ADRIE!! hahahahahaha! it was bloody hilarious i tell you!

we stood there for atleast 10 mins, staring at each other, waiting for

someone to react! hahahaha!

we told him to go back up then pretend to be surprise when we knock on

his door. so when we knocked, he was like.. "OMG!!" hahahahaha!

insane man. Ridzuan and Jon came after that. hahaha. the rest of the

day was alright. atleast Adrie was surprised. and so were we. hahaha. =D

HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY ADRIE!

we always have the same smile!! grr!!

SEE WHAT I MEAN?!!

yeah, we made him looked stupid. xD

*sigh*

okay im done.

im tired from all the rushing, the secrets and lying to MD.

hahaha. till next time!

toodlydoo~

2010-03-01T22:46:00.000-08:00

FIRST AND FOREMOST..

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!!!!
WOOHOO! YOU ARE OFFICIALLY LEGAL! =DDDD

SECONDLY,

DEAR BELOVED FATHER, I WANT EITHER THIS BABY DOWN THERE,
(OR UP THERE I DONT MIND. xD).. OR NOTHING AT ALL!

THE FERRARI LAPTOP IS SO GORGEOUS. IF I OWN IT, I'LL BE THE
COOLEST GIRL IN SCHOOL! HAHAHA. BUT SERIOUSLY, ITS SOOOOOO
BEAUTIFUL! PRETTY PLEASE DADDY! =(((

*sigh*

toodlydoo~

2010-02-25T12:21:00.000-08:00

230210;
Val came over to my place to "enroll" for poly. but it didnt actually worked
out cos i didnt have a printer. so we couldnt proceed with the enrollment.
so she just hang out in my room. talked, crapped, bitched, laughed, read..
most importantly, we listened and watched JB together. =)

below are some pictures from our webcamwhore. i only took some.
because we look like shit. period. hahahaha. =)

this is for you, JB. =D

his trademark. =)

240210;

went over to Val's place to get this enrollment shit finished. got everything

printed, then head off to ChaiChee for medical checkup. its THAT

troublesome. we got lost at first. i swear we both were already cranky.

but we managed. =D

the journey there felt like days but the checkup only took 30 mins.

oh. and we saw fellow TP-ians there too. we saw them holding the

enrollment package. hahahaha. okay whatever.

OHHHHHHHHHH.

this is a must to tell!

Val lend me this book called Thirteen Reasons Why.

its bloody awesome you wouldnt wana put it down until you finished it.

yes, its bloody haunting too. i couldnt sleep that night. =.=

its a must-read! go to the library and borrow the book!

okay wait until i return it first. hahaha.

anyway,

i dont know if i should go today. i have so many reasons not to go.

but i want to go. its gona be awkward for me, but i bet its even more

awkward for him. im sorry it turned out like that. again. =(

okay im done.

toodlydoo~

2010-02-22T21:50:00.000-08:00

I FEEL LIKE THAT EVERY SINGLE DAY.
I NEED SLEEEEPPPPPPP.

I HAVE BEEN WATCHING JUSTIN BIEBER'S VIDEOS EVERY NIGHT THAT
I DIDNT KEEP TRACK OF THE TIME. I'LL END UP SLEEPING AT 2 OR 3AM.
IT MAY BE EARLY FOR SOME OF YOU, BUT TRUST ME, ITS NOT FOR ME.

okaaaay. i know you'll say "then stop watching the videos!" right?
but how to? its... JUSTIN BIEBER!! =(

*sigh*

anyway, i am so tired now. just came back from work. urgh.
can you imagine 10 hours doing nothing but type numbers?!

but the good thing is, i was working with my beloved boyfriend!
woo! and i dont like the people beside me. they talked about me like
i wasnt even there. pfffffffffft.

oh. im gona say something. promise you wont laugh.

I WAS ATTACKED BY A CROW! ME! OF ALL PEOPLE!
I WAS SO INNOCENT! =(

the bloody crow scratched my head. it wasnt itchy, thank you very much!
tsk. it hurts like hell. the woman who was walking next to me, went.. O_O
stupid crow. i dont like you crow. hmph!

okay whatever.
gona rest now.

chillout with my baby, Val tomorrow. =)

toodlydoo~

2010-02-20T16:33:00.000-08:00

"My friends say I'm a fool
To think that you're the one for me
I guess I'm just a sucker for love
Cuz honestly the truth is
That you know I'm never leavin
Cuz you're my angel sent from above~ "

*sigh*

went to Val's place yesterday. to just hang out. been long since we really
did anything like that. haha. after that, chilled at whitesands mac. just like
the old times, eh? it was fun. there was soooooooo much laughter. =)

chill out again okay baby?
on JB's month! =D

toodlydoo~

2010-02-12T23:14:00.000-08:00

i love these videos. =)
i watched them everyday since i have them in my phone.
bloody awesome! =)

if you hate or dislike Kris Allen or Justin Bieber,
just shut the hell up. thank you! =D

LISTEN CAREFULLY. =DDDDDDD

THIS REMINDS ME OF MY BESTFRIEND AND I. =)

I JUST LOVE HIS DANCE. *SIGH*

hur. i love them. =)

anyway, Alvin gave me a suprise text this morning. i was getting ready
to meet MD to jobhunt. but Alvin texted asking if i wanted to work today.
for just one day. why not eh? hahaha.
thanks XueYi and Alvin for the job offer. i hope they'll call again. =)

the job is alright. okay no, its boring as hell. i had finger cramps
and butt cramps for typing and sitting too much.
but oh well, since i have no job. =D

didnt meet MD in the morning but met him after work.
he didnt just look hot, he looked sexy tonight. hahahahaha.
i kept staring at him. something about him that looked different.
i still cant figure out what. haha.

okay im tired.
gona listen to my hot guys on repeat. =D

toodlydoo~

2010-02-11T12:24:00.000-08:00

i miss my girls.
i miss my boys.
i miss waking up at 6.30am every morning.
i miss hugging myself because its friggin cold on the way to school.
i miss waiting for Val at the bustop.
i miss singing the school song.
i miss climbing to the 4th storey every morning to class.
i miss canteen food.

okay shut up. i just miss school. period.

anyway, met with my girls on.. i forgot when.
finally. =)
but it ended so quickly. real meet up soon, okay girls? =)

AAANNNDDDD!

i just feel like uploading photos of my lovers. *swoons* =)

you remember Kris Allen, right?

its so freaking depressing i couldnt see him when he was in Singapore.

sigh. next time, please? =(

and my newest current obsession, JUSTIN BIEBER! =DDDD

hahaha. im crushing on him! huge crush! =DDDD

i even told MD about it. hahaha.

have you seen him dance?! SIGH! =DDDD

alrighty. im done.

gona get ready to meet MD.

toodlydoo~

2010-02-08T13:44:00.000-08:00

I AM VERY LAZY TO UPLOAD PHOTOS.
I AM VERY LAZY TO UPDATE WHATEVER HAPPENED.
I AM VERY LAZY TO BLOG. =D

I AM VERY SORRY. =D

till next time!

toodlydoo~

2010-02-04T14:20:00.000-08:00

I AM BACK! I AM BACK! I AM BACK! I AM BACK! I AM BACK! =D
FROM BALI! AND IM BLACK! =D

hahahaha. Bali trip with family was awesomeshitzxzxzx.
i enjoyed every minute of it. mummy even said she would love to go again.
but next time, with sis and her BF. they have to get married first though.
hahaha. =D

im so lazy to say anything else. but pictures below.
these are only pictures from the 3rd day. water sports! =D
will upload the videos next time.

enjoy! =)

daddy and bro on the Fly Fish. =)

"what a rush!" -daddy. =D

Banana Boat!

with the Bali guys as well. hahaha.

Donut Boat!

Bro sank into the life vest! hahahaha. =_=

LOOK AT HIM! HAHA!

On the way to Turtle Island. =)

HAHA.

bloody hell. the turtle moved. =_=

pretty eh? =)

i got attacked by bloody flirtatious Bali guys. =_=

guy in green pants: Apa nama kamu? (what's your name?)

me: Aminah.

guy in green pants: Oh. Aminah..
me: =_=

PARASAILING! =DDDDD

thats all for now. =)

i miss Bali. even the flirtatious guys. and oh! the caucasian guys as well!

*sigh* =)

i cant wait for school. hur.

toodlydoo~

2010-01-28T22:19:00.000-08:00

I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SAD.

I WANT TO CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY SO BAD.

wow, that rhymes. ha. =_=

TAKE CARE PRETTY PEOPLE.
YOU KNOW I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

OKAY BYE.
I WANT TO CRY.

oh.

HAPPY 38th MONTH BABY.
I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH I DONT KNOW
WHAT I'LL DO WITHOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU BABY.

toodlydoo~

2010-01-27T13:01:00.000-08:00

MOE: FATIN LYANA BTE ROHAIZAT,
YOU ARE POSTED TO TEMASEK POLY,
CHEMICAL ENGINEERING (T33)
UNDER 2010 JAE.

i was awoken by this message. =)

good news: i got into TP, got the same course as Alvin which means
i dont have to make new friends and i can go to school with him, most
of my friends are in TP as well so we can have lunch together like we used to
and i dont have to make new friends and i dont have to make new friends.
did i mention i dont have to make new friends? =D

bad news: i dont really like the course i got eventhough its my 3rd choice
andddddddddddd, my boyfriend got posted to NYP. =(
he is so far away from me. im not used to that. =(

oh well.
TP here i come. =)

toodlydoo~

2010-01-25T19:54:00.000-08:00

BLOODY HELL.
I AM SO BLOODY FRUSTRATED.

2010-01-22T22:20:00.000-08:00

i got the pictures from Val and Jolene! =D
but! before that! i'll summarise what happened. =)

went to Val's house first to help her cook cheese omelet.
then met Zuhaili at interchange and head off to marina barrage.
Atiqah came later and we got ready all the picnic stuffs.
food, drinks, balloons and whatever nots.

then me and Val met Jolene and Razzan at marina bay. was supposed to
meet "Norvan". but it was actually a surprise picnic for our birthday boy.
he didnt suspect a thing! gundu ah that guy! hahahaha.

first surprise was a success!

then after tons and tons of camwhoring, eating, chasing after balloons,
fly the big huge long blue kite, time for our second surprise! Jolene, again,
distracted Razzan with the kite while me and Val brought Ayu up. =)
he looked really shocked and was speechless. hahahaha.
he didnt suspect anything! loser ahhhhhh! xD

second surpise was a success too!

woohoo! okay done.
pictures time! =DDDDD

my kitty is taller than me! =O

my failed attempts at jumpshots. =.=

Jolene succeeded! hmph!

weird but we looked alike. hahaha.

Jolene has shrunk! woohoo!

my hair is as dramatic as me. xD

yes i got big nostrils, why?

my bitchass~

feeling feeling big boobs ah. hahahaha.

FLY BABY FLY~~

gang blue gang! hahaha.

i look the most human here. =.=

my favouritest picture of the day! =D

feeling feeling big balls. hahahaha.

HAHAHAHA.

we got nice hair~

told you i got dramatic hair. =D

gosh, finally! =D

Val look so sweet here. =)

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY BACIN! LOVEYOU! =D

round+long = us. HAHAHA.

he looks so retro-ish. =)

small head big body.

phew. =)

currently feeling like a pile of shit.

headache and fever and cough does not make a good combination.

i want to sleeeeeeeeeppppppp~~

but my mummy wont allow! she say i have to be strong. haha.

i hate this feeling.

okay bye.

oh. i miss my boyfriend. =(

toodlydoo~

2010-01-21T16:05:00.000-08:00

will blog about Razzan's 18th when i get the pictures from Jolene and Val.
but right now, i wana thank these pretty people for my 18th. =)

from Val. =)
its a locket. =)
finally. =)

from Jolene, Razzan and Zuhaili. =)
NEW WALLET!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDD

HAHA. thank you so much for the presents babies.

loveyoupeoplemanymany. =)

i cant wait for posting of school. i dont know why. heh.

i hope i dont get my first choice but then again.. *sigh*

i wana get my driving license. but im not confident. =(

everyone i know laughed at me when i said i wanted to get it.

hahaha. i guess they know me THAT much. pfft.

B said i'll freak out even before i start the engine. hahaha.

damn. i'll think about it. =)

okay done.

HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DEAR RAZZAN!

HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR DAY WITH OUR WELL-PLANNED

SURPRISES! MUAHAHA! LOVES! =D

toodlydoo~

2010-01-19T09:55:00.000-08:00

160110;

went to JB to visit my grandma since she wasnt feeling well. but before
that, went to Jusco. the plan was to watch Avatar but malaysia got no
3D! stupid. so ate lunch and head to grandparents house. she didnt look
too good. not her usual self. she was quiet and weak. *sigh*..

anyway, took some pictures. hur.
the 2nd collage is a picture of their HUGE house and me on a zebra. =D

had a movie date with daddy and bro last night. Avatar finally! =D

the movie would be bloody awesome if i wasnt attacked by terrible

headache. so.. the movie was just awesome. ha. =)

*sigh*

what to do at 9:48am? yes, im awake at this hour.

i had to go to Greenview because my darling dear small little brother

just had to forget to bring his stuffs. i was disturbed by the stupid

Greenviewans! "I AM 18 YOU BLOODY FUCKED UP LITTLE CHILDREN!"

i swear i would do that if i wasnt alone and half dead. =.=

okay whatever.

headache is still here~

GET WELL SOON GRANDMAMA! LOVEYOU! =D

toodlydoo~

2010-01-16T23:16:00.000-08:00

BLOGGER HAS STOPPED BEING A BITCH! GOOD MOOD EH? =D

040109; pictures from our supposed-to-be job interview.
hur hur. went to Suntec and Marina Square instead. =)

whaaaat?! cant i admire my hair?! =P

too lazy to take the train. =)

JOLENE IS A SHOW-OFF! HMPH!

150109; Lunch & Dinner date with B. =)

he asked me out for lunch at Popeyes. then dinner at Coffeebean.

double awesome. i miss "us" time. it was really really fun.

a day very well spent. thanks for the treat B. ilysm. *kisskiss*

my raspberry cheesecake and his triple chocolate of thousand leaves.

(i think) and his really stupid choice of drink. hahaha. yummy!

HE LOOKS LIKE MAT MALAYSIA! HAHAHAHAHA!
sorry baby. =P

apek~

oh. in case you dont know yet, i already chosen my schools and courses.

first choice is NYP. i know i know, its terribly far. sometimes i wish i

dont get into that course either. hahaha. oh well. atleast i hope i get into

any of my first 3 choices. oh please help me dear God.

okay. i got nothing else.

toodlydoo~

2010-01-15T23:20:00.000-08:00

I WILL UPDATE PROPERLY IF BLOGGER
PROMISE TO STOP BEING A BITCH.

2010-01-11T17:19:00.000-08:00

L1R4- 15 points.

thank God. it was really really worth it. =)
shall not elaborate more because i dont really know what else to say.
haha. will think about my courses tomorrow or tonight.

okay, i wana cry to God again. =)

toodlydoo~

2010-01-09T23:04:00.000-08:00

Escape-d with B tooday. Escape sucked balls.
the good about it was, it was free. thank God.

wont say much about the trip. some pictures below.
sorry for being such a whiny bitch B. get well soon, aye? =)

ive done everything i could. all that's left is pray that everything

will be alright. come on, monday. im ready for you. finally. =)

im perspiring like a pig. the fan is spoiled and so is the aircon.

i have to get out of my parents room ASAP! hur hur.

toodlydoo~

2010-01-06T23:30:00.000-08:00

MY SISTER AND HER BOYFRIEND BOUGHT ME AN
ADIDAS WATCH. EVEN IF ITS WHITE AND GREEN,
ITS AN ADIDAS WATCH. YES, ADIDAS. =D

I HAVE AN AWESOME SISTER WHO HAVE AN AWESOME
BOYFRIEND. QUICK GO MARRY HIM, SIS! HAHAHA. =D

BY THE WAY, ALL OF YOU ARE INVITED TO MY FUNERAL

ON 11th JANUARY. GCE OLEVEL RESULTS WILL BE OUT

NEXT MONDAY. YES, NEXT WEEK.

I DONT THINK I CAN EVEN MAKE IT TO MONDAY.

I'LL BE DEAD BY THEN. I AM TERRIFIED.

OKAY SHALL NOT EVEN SPEAK ABOUT IT AGAIN.

I BETTER STOP BEFORE MY HEART JUMPS OUT OF MY MOUTH.

TOODLYDOO~