nothing like this ♥

Adam Lambert is the in-thing ya'll~
he is way beyond hot. especially when he sings. =D
im watching him sing now. =)

good news of the week, i am offically done with CCA. finally.
after 5 long dreadful years. i am never gona step into library
ever again. well, except during free periods of mother tongue.
haha. and our teacher was being such a cheapskate. she only
bought a small box of Merci chocolates for the whole of Sec 4
and Sec 5 students to share. i doubt its even enough for us.
but whatever, CCA is over! woohoo! xD

now that CCA is over, i think there is more time for me to
catch up with my studies. i am done revising for Social Studies,
History and Chemistry for midyear exams. still working on
Maths, Physics, Literature and Dnt. almost done with Maths
though. i doubt im ever gona start on Physics. i need a science
tutor so badly. i want to get that long-awaited A1 for science
to enter the poly course im aiming for. boo~

but im still thinking twice about which course to take. not
sure if i can get into Molecular Biotechnology. i dont know if
i am able to cope even if i get into that course. still thinking..

"if you think you can, you can. if you think you can, you can.
if you think you cannot, you've just wasted your time thinking."
-Mr Andrew Goh. =)

english oral today was weird. really weird. i have never panicked
this much. i have never felt so lost. i have never talked so little.
i am scared. i hope i pass.. help me, Ms Junainah.. =(

Ms Junainah was being an angel. she was adorable. i love her. =D

reading aloud was alright. picture discussion was nonsensical.
the questions that i was expecting, didnt came out. like what
Mr Shafie thought us.. "what do you think is happening here?"
but the first question was, "how do you think the people are
helping the man on the wheelchair?". i was like what the hell?!
i didnt expect that at all. i only managed to answer her first question.
when i paused for awhile, she asked me the next question. i didnt
manage to elaborate more. everytime i paused, she asked me the
next question. i was really lost. but oh well, she helped, i guess.

conversation was even more nonsensical. i feel stupid! hahaha.
i was expecting something like, "have you ever help a disabled person?"
i had that in mind already. but her question was so.. weird.

"have you been to any natural habitat that interest you?"
something like that. i wanted to flip the paper and see if it has any
link to the picture or passage. i think she saw my shocked face.
and i made up a stupid story. i talked about Botanic Garden! =.="
i said i learned about the colourful flowers! seriously, i have no
idea what is at Botanic Garden. she looked interested though.

hahaha. her other question was "how can you protect the natural
habitat and wildlife animals?". i gave her the whatthefuck look,
and she smiled. i think she could read my mind. haha. i said
people should gather and start a campaigne to remind others how
important the natural habitat is and people should start thinking
about the wildlife because like humans, they need to live too.
hahahaha. bloody hell. i dont even know if it make sense. Godddd.

oh. before that, she asked something like, "what have humans
done to destroy the natural habitat and wildlife animals?"
seriously, stop asking me about nature! i really have no idea!
guess what i said..

Me: humans have destroyed the natural habitat by burning
down trees, which causes forest fires, which causes haze..
Ms Junainah: *stares at me*
Me: it causes haze, right?
Ms Junainah: *laughs* yes yes.

shit. i should not have done that! thank God i got her as my
examiner. and thank God this wasnt the actual Olevels. bah!

then she asked about i forgot what. and i did the most stupidest
thing someone would ever do..

Ms Junainah: *ask question*
Me: bla bla bla bla.. and more..
Ms Junainah: *smiles at me*
Me: *laughs*.. and more.. *smiles back*
Ms Junainah: *laughs* okay Fatin, thank you.

that is just plain stupid. stupid stupid stupid. STUPID!
if i fail this oral, i SO know why. =.="
but if i pass this oral, i am gona love Ms Junainah forever and ever.
please pass me, dear awesomest teacher evaaaaa! =D

this is pressurizing. i am terrified.
forget it. its over anyway.

my 29th month is coming! woohoo boyf! 2years 5months! xD
i love love love love love love you! woohoo~
thought of going for movie marathon on our 29th, but decided
not to. i wont watch any movie without Valerie. hahaha. see Val,
i'd do anything for you even if your daddy was planning to treat
me. i am way beyond sweet, arent i? =)

still thinking of where to go..
1. picnic at Sentosa.
2. karaoke.
3. escape theme park.
4. shopping.
5. singapore flyer. chey. haha.

but i think we're going to escape. woots woots!
i finally get to scream my head off on a rollercoaster! WOO!

and Sue, lets exchange gifts! since its your birthday too on the 29th.
and no, you cant have my boyfriend. nice try babe. hahahah. =P
im thinking of what to get for you! stress stress! he already have
something in mind, but i'll see if i have something better. =)

right.
i wanted to say something else, but i forgot. =.="

fine. i better go off.
gona complete long overdue homeworks.

toodlydoo~

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