nothing like this ♥

Adam Lambert is the in-thing ya'll~
he is way beyond hot. especially when he sings. =D
im watching him sing now. =)

good news of the week, i am offically done with CCA. finally.
after 5 long dreadful years. i am never gona step into library
ever again. well, except during free periods of mother tongue.
haha. and our teacher was being such a cheapskate. she only
bought a small box of Merci chocolates for the whole of Sec 4
and Sec 5 students to share. i doubt its even enough for us.
but whatever, CCA is over! woohoo! xD

now that CCA is over, i think there is more time for me to
catch up with my studies. i am done revising for Social Studies,
History and Chemistry for midyear exams. still working on
Maths, Physics, Literature and Dnt. almost done with Maths
though. i doubt im ever gona start on Physics. i need a science
tutor so badly. i want to get that long-awaited A1 for science
to enter the poly course im aiming for. boo~

but im still thinking twice about which course to take. not
sure if i can get into Molecular Biotechnology. i dont know if
i am able to cope even if i get into that course. still thinking..

"if you think you can, you can. if you think you can, you can.
if you think you cannot, you've just wasted your time thinking."
-Mr Andrew Goh. =)

english oral today was weird. really weird. i have never panicked
this much. i have never felt so lost. i have never talked so little.
i am scared. i hope i pass.. help me, Ms Junainah.. =(

Ms Junainah was being an angel. she was adorable. i love her. =D

reading aloud was alright. picture discussion was nonsensical.
the questions that i was expecting, didnt came out. like what
Mr Shafie thought us.. "what do you think is happening here?"
but the first question was, "how do you think the people are
helping the man on the wheelchair?". i was like what the hell?!
i didnt expect that at all. i only managed to answer her first question.
when i paused for awhile, she asked me the next question. i didnt
manage to elaborate more. everytime i paused, she asked me the
next question. i was really lost. but oh well, she helped, i guess.

conversation was even more nonsensical. i feel stupid! hahaha.
i was expecting something like, "have you ever help a disabled person?"
i had that in mind already. but her question was so.. weird.

"have you been to any natural habitat that interest you?"
something like that. i wanted to flip the paper and see if it has any
link to the picture or passage. i think she saw my shocked face.
and i made up a stupid story. i talked about Botanic Garden! =.="
i said i learned about the colourful flowers! seriously, i have no
idea what is at Botanic Garden. she looked interested though.

hahaha. her other question was "how can you protect the natural
habitat and wildlife animals?". i gave her the whatthefuck look,
and she smiled. i think she could read my mind. haha. i said
people should gather and start a campaigne to remind others how
important the natural habitat is and people should start thinking
about the wildlife because like humans, they need to live too.
hahahaha. bloody hell. i dont even know if it make sense. Godddd.

oh. before that, she asked something like, "what have humans
done to destroy the natural habitat and wildlife animals?"
seriously, stop asking me about nature! i really have no idea!
guess what i said..

Me: humans have destroyed the natural habitat by burning
down trees, which causes forest fires, which causes haze..
Ms Junainah: *stares at me*
Me: it causes haze, right?
Ms Junainah: *laughs* yes yes.

shit. i should not have done that! thank God i got her as my
examiner. and thank God this wasnt the actual Olevels. bah!

then she asked about i forgot what. and i did the most stupidest
thing someone would ever do..

Ms Junainah: *ask question*
Me: bla bla bla bla.. and more..
Ms Junainah: *smiles at me*
Me: *laughs*.. and more.. *smiles back*
Ms Junainah: *laughs* okay Fatin, thank you.

that is just plain stupid. stupid stupid stupid. STUPID!
if i fail this oral, i SO know why. =.="
but if i pass this oral, i am gona love Ms Junainah forever and ever.
please pass me, dear awesomest teacher evaaaaa! =D

this is pressurizing. i am terrified.
forget it. its over anyway.

my 29th month is coming! woohoo boyf! 2years 5months! xD
i love love love love love love you! woohoo~
thought of going for movie marathon on our 29th, but decided
not to. i wont watch any movie without Valerie. hahaha. see Val,
i'd do anything for you even if your daddy was planning to treat
me. i am way beyond sweet, arent i? =)

still thinking of where to go..
1. picnic at Sentosa.
2. karaoke.
3. escape theme park.
4. shopping.
5. singapore flyer. chey. haha.

but i think we're going to escape. woots woots!
i finally get to scream my head off on a rollercoaster! WOO!

and Sue, lets exchange gifts! since its your birthday too on the 29th.
and no, you cant have my boyfriend. nice try babe. hahahah. =P
im thinking of what to get for you! stress stress! he already have
something in mind, but i'll see if i have something better. =)

right.
i wanted to say something else, but i forgot. =.="

fine. i better go off.
gona complete long overdue homeworks.

toodlydoo~

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hello world.

i am sleepy. i just woke up from a 20 mins sleep while valerie was next to me
watching Get Smart. yeah, she came to my house 2 days in a row. she slept
for half an hour yesterday on my bed. today was my turn. haha. =D

school has been pretty boring. there was more relief period than we expected.
i'd rather stay at home and sleep. but there wont be friends around to share all the gossips
and latest news. so, in conclusion, i am going to school just for the sake of my friends. =)

and to shan huai, stay strong. we're all here for you!
practice my motto okay? it really helps. move on with life. =D

bah. i am so bored that i could die. ha.
i'll update more when i have something to update about.

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ohmygod. its been 829372810 years since i last blogged.
or even last touched the computer. damn i miss my comp so much!
it was down for i dont know how long. i cant even on it. booooooo.
now im back! im sure you guys miss me. its pretty obvious! xD

prelims is finally over and that aint a good sign. in exactly 2 weeks time, is the start
of Nlevels. as if the pressure from prelims wasnt enough. sheesh.
okay whatever. im back to blogging and i wont wana talk about studies yet. =D

im at home on friday morning. =)
i dont have to go to school because there's no paper today. goodluck art students! =D
im bored. i feel so lonely. haha. i wana go out today but no one seems to be free.
well, razzan and atiqah is. but still! i dont wana be stuck with BOTH of them! i'll die! xD

right. now i have nothing to blog about.

can i blog another day? haha. =D
bye people.

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HAHA! IM BACK TO MY OLD URL!
its still the best. =D

actually, i have nothing to blog about. but since im here,
i better come up with something. and fast!

oh! zuhaili came. =D
he looks so sick. but he never changed. still as talkative as ever,
although he has difficulty talking. he used alot of hand gestures too.
you poor thing you! haha. he has phobia playing soccer now. finally.

im almost done with my DNT artefact. i think im almost done.
lets see.. im left with the top, the cover, and the massager. yeap. im almost done.
i still have to shop for the massager balls. ha. i have no idea where to find.
anyone have any idea where to find D.I.Y shops? mr loh said theres many in
singapore. how come i dont know any?! hhm..

malay lesson was fun today. cikgu ridzuan on-ed malay love songs for us to hear.
we got the lyrics and had to highlight the meaningful phrases. its for our compositions.
right, and that reminds me.. malay O level is in 4 more days. i better start studying.
i must get an A. or else i have to retake. which means, i have to pay more. bah!
and i want free periods during malay lessons. =D

then, i got terribly pissed off during lunch. quarrelled with boyf. sort of.
its good enough that i helped you, dear. you dont have to raise your voice at me.
it makes me feel very unappreciated. really. im glad we're okay. ily. alot. =)

maths lesson was a bore. i wasnt in the mood for maths so i started singing the
same song again and again. but only the first line. i didnt know the rest of the song.
im sure razzan got tired of it cos he asked me to sing another song. haha.
but he joined me in the end. so, me, razzan and naufal sang malay love songs all
the way till the end of maths lesson. it was truly entertaining. xD

went for malay intensive class today. wanted to skip. but realised how much
cikgu ridzuan has 'sacrificed' for us. haha. he was supposed to attend the PTM for
the lower secondary today. but thought we needed him more. so he didnt attend PTM
just to be with us. how touching, right? me, being a nice student, went for his class. =)
it was very enjoyable only because syahidah and saffanah continuously disturbed
haryani for no good reason. just to kill boredom, i guess. but it was fun. haha.

oh. i borrowed amirah nabilah's malay storybook. i cant believe i did.
its thick. i'll try to finish it by this monday. and please remind me to bring malay
dictionary tomorrow. i have to get it chopped. i mean, to get the school's chop.
okay whatever. you guys get it, right? =)

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SABILA DINA!
I MISS YOU BABE! =D
(psst, i wrote you a long msg and all you replied was.. "thank you"?!)

picture of the day: (actually not today. it was on tuesday. =D)

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hello! xD

im back!
been long since ive last touched the computer.
did you miss me? im sure you do! aaaw (:

anyway. im going through depression.
ive been stressing on maths since.. yesterday.
i revised maths from 8-1130pm. (amazing huh?)
and guess what? i got all the answers wrong. harharhar.
see why im suffering from depression?
whatever. good news, I PASSED MY MATHS TEST!
( its a re-test. but still! )
ive gotta thank my tutor for this! i havent told her yet though.
cant wait to scream at her this sunday!
im actually smart, but cant be bothered to prove it. xD

science common test is another reason to be depressed.
well, its okay overall. but i think i cant score for chemistry.
i think physics was slightly easier. i think?
i dont know! im scared! i hope i can pass this paper. omgggg.

maths common test is next monday.
as usual, i'll panic. and my tutor said i MUST pass or else..
haha. she's scary but small. super adorable. (;

oooh! i nearly forgot i got another reason to be depressed about!
DNT. im done with the 10 analysis. i need to complete the 10 ideas.
hello? earth to DNT teachers.. i CANT draw and never will know
how to draw! how am i suppose to draw the idea generations?!
and my printer ink died at the wrong timing. how wonderful life is.
help? boyf handed in without me! grrrrr.

oh valerie, i miss my noisy noisy little girl.
are you okay? is there something you wana tell me?
its kinda obvious you're hiding something from me.
i know you better than anyone else. dont you know that you
can always come to me if you need anything? im here for you, girl.

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FALY.
go figure. =)

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